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After Harry told me i started packing. The boys said they were going back to Harry's house to make sure they had everything packed and take Louis to the store. Harry stayed behind to help me. While packing we talked about what will happen on tour with them. But then it came to me. Harry said he had two things to tell me but only told me one. I wonder what the other thing was. Before i even noticed i was asking Harry what it was.
"Hey Harry?"
"Yea Ash?"
"What was the second thing you had to tell me?"
"Oh..uh..it was nothing."
"Are you sure?" he seemed nervous about the topic. It had to be something he had to tell me.
"Yea. I'm sure"
"Okay if you say so." I left the topic but i was going to ask him again.Iturned around to get something when i saw Harry holding up my black lace underwear. I blushed but took it from him. He wasn't suppose to see that. No one was. Harry chuckled and shook his head.
"What?" I asked with my head tilted to the side.
"Nothing."
"Harry just tell me!" he looked scared from my yelling. But I hate when people lie to me. It brings back things that should not be spoken about.
"Im sorry. You know i hate when people lie to me."
"No Ash im sorry. I do know that but I can't tell you until we start the tour."
"Ughh! Well this sucks."
"Yea im sorry." He said awkwardly.After that there was nothing else said. It was weird him in my room helping me pack. I turn away to go get my razors and when i come back i see Harry with my laced panties. In every color.
"Harry! What are you doing?"
"Im packing the panties that you will need for the tour. What else would i be doing?" he said like it was nothing really bad about it. I just laughed at him and kept packing.
When we were finished packing i went down stairs to wait for the boys to come back. I heard keys at the door and knew who was home. Harry doesn't know this but my mom left. And my brother went to jail for having drugs on him. So it's just me and my dad. But its not any better. He would come home drunk, beat me, and raped me. Harry was upstairs double checking to make sure i had everything. I had to get him out of here before my dad saw him. But i was too late. Robert
(my dad) walked in the house. I panicked. What am I suppose to do? So i just let whatever happened happen. Which i should have. Robert was drunk -like always- and came straight at me. He slapped me in my face. I knew that was going to leave a bruise. I fell to the floor. I shouldn't have done that. He started to kick me. Right when he was going to rip off my shorts Harry came down stairs.
"Hey Ash every- WHAT THE FUCK!" he screamed. Robert stopped and looked to see who it was.
"So you have a noy over at the house while im gone! I thought i told you that you were mine and only mine! No one else can have you! You are such a hore!" Robert screamed at me. I just layed there on the floor and cried. Harry came over to me and picked me up. He was telling me something but i couldn't hear him from my father screaming. The next thing i knew was that i was in a car. Just before we drove away i had to say goodbye. I looked out the window to see the backyard of the house. All the memories of me and Harry are still there.
"Goodbye." I whispered and let a tear fall down my cheek. I guess there's no turning back now.
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Im sorry it took me so long to update. I will make the next chapter longer. Ireally only wrote this because someone commented that they love this book. She knows who she is. But um.....Yea i finally got my OREO'S! I was so happy about that! But anyway i should update tomorrow. Wonder what the next chapter will be about
Bye for now munchkins!
-Kiesha
