Worth a Penny (KHS; Anime Fanfiction; Sasusaku)

cнαpтer 11: ɴew lιғe

  

Quote of the chapter: "Stay strong because things will get better. It might be stormy now, but it can't rain forever."

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Sakura's POV 

A couple weeks passed by. Here I am sitting in class as the bell rang, signaling us for break and we all left. I looked secretly at them. As always, they were enjoying, having fun....without me. The pain stopped because I was now used to it. Used to being left alone.

We never talked to each other again. I don't know why. I don't know how but I miss the old times. The times I was with my friends. They were my family. Until I was shattered into pieces. Left behind. Forgotten. What happened to the quote "Ohana means family and family means nobody's gonna be left behind nor forgotten." from Lilo & Stitch? Guess it's just a fantasy. Makes sense since it's from a cartoon.

Wherever I look, whatever I think, it just results to them. When I see weapons, fights or sports, it reminds me of Tenten. A genius, karate, reminds me of Neji. Laziness, calculators or board games reminds me of Shikamaru. Make-up, fashion, clothes reminds me of Ino. Shyness, stuttering and blushing reminds me of Hinata. Happiness, ramen, jokes, the color orange reminds me of Naruto. Stupidness, pranks and dogs reminds me of Kiba. Darkness, hot & cold, love, pain, suffer, black, admiration reminds me of.......Sasuke...

 Taking another glance, gasping with utterly surprise I found myself mesmerized with those two tempting gaze that only belonged to the only guy that took my heart. Those piercing eyes that never failed to make my heart skip a beat. Those killer eyes that never failed to give me electric shock drizzling inside me.

Like the last time in the mall, we were locked in an eye contact. It was happening again. I acted normal and slowly turned around as we parted ways. Even though his face has a blank expression, has a pity look in his eyes. Like he felt sorry. But then again, his thoughts are blocked. Unreadable. It's hard to know, hard to get in his mind.

I made my way to the bench at the school's garden, my usual place to eat my food. I sat there, alone. With no one but me, myself and I. My past/previous friends are all with her, Ami. Again, I'm used to it. It's almost been a month since I was left alone. Almost been a month since I haven't truly smiled. Maybe friends do come and go.

After an hour, the bell rang. I walked to my locker and checked my schedule. Kaka-sensei's next. I grabbed my notebook and went inside the classroom. I was chatting with some of my wattpad friends, Shimiko, Finn and Kira. I think they're my only true friends. I felt their presence came inside the classroom. i just focused on my phone and pretended I didn't see them. When they passed by, it felt like the whole world stopped. But also felt like I was not there, invisible. That's what I feel whenever I see or pass by them. Pain and loneliness felt from the inside.

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For the first time in history, Kaka-sensei didn't came late. I was still chatting with Shimiko, Finn and Kira, so quickly I hid my phone inside my bag and acted like nothing happened.