Hold on til may

Chapter 1- fuck school

Prologue

"You promised me you'd hold on til may" he whispers in my ear.

The final bit of life starting to drain out of me.

He right I promised, which means I need to fight I need to live.

I open my eyes.

"I love you" I say tears streaming down my face.

"I love you too" He says and then he leans down and presses his lips to mine and that's when everything fades to black. I don't really want to die.

Chapter 1

September 8, 2013

I wake up in the morning with a big smile on my face..... Uh no that's how bull shit stories always start, well anyway I'm Annabelle, but people call me Ana, and today I'm going to tell you my story, hopefully you will stay til the ending...

OK so back to where we were, I wake up in the morning, not really feeling like going to school, being a junior sucked, and the year just started today. There's too much work and shit, and I'm always judged on how I dress.

I hop out of bed and get in the shower jamming out to pierce the veil hold on til may.

"Mom and dad did you search for me I've been up here so long I'm going crazy cause as the sun went down I ended up on the ground I heard the train shake the windows you screamed over the sound and as we owned this night put your body to the test with mine this live was out of control 3 2 1 where did it go.?" My singing probably was drifting through the whole rest of the house but I don't care, nobody's home anyway, nobody's ever home...

I hop outta the shower and went into my room looking for clothes, I throw on a pair of black shorts and and a pierce the veil T-shirt.

My hair was going to be the tough part, but ill try.

I start to brush my long brown hair with purple streaks finally getting it to look better then a rats nest, then I put the straightening iron to it, there I look somewhat normal. Then I throw on some deodorant and put eyeliner on.

Then I throw on my black vans and head out the door.

My backpack is carelessly slung over my shoulder and I'm doing a freaking zombie trudge along the sidewalk I am so not looking forward to this.

Finally after the 20 minute walk from my house to school, I walk into the parking lot.

This sucks.

I walk up to my locker, trying to remember the combination...uh..hmmm...dammit what could it be!? Oh yea, I remember then I put the locker combination in and put all my copy books in there except for a few because I don't know how many I'm going to need for my morning classes.

I look at my schedule, I have chemistry first, ew I hate chemistry.

Ugh.

I walk down the hallway up the stairs and around the corner to class. God to much walking.

I walk into class and take a seat all the way in the back of the class room next to the window. God I hope the person who sits next to me isn't gross, or annoying, or I don't even know.

Slowly the class starts to fill up and no one sits next to me. Like anyone would, I'm a bad girl everyone was afraid of me.

The teacher walks in and starts attendance.

"Annabelle Gore" Mr. Green calls out.

"Here" I say.

Finally he makes all the way down the list saying the last name,