kik ➵ camren

thirty one

11:18 am

camila: hey hey 

camila: its like 2 hrs later i still cant sleep

camila: send help

camila: cuddles maybe

camila: cuddles usually help me fall asleep

camila: hint hint

11:46 am

lauren: :(((

lauren: do you have to perform

lauren: you havent even slept 

camila: tru

camila: but like i cant not perform just bc im tired

camila: at least management wouldnt let me

lauren: i hate your management so much omgg

lauren: you need to rest up

camila: i knoow but how

lauren: idkk are you on good terms with your parents?

lauren: maybe its just time to go to your mom and ask her for help

camila: how is she gonne help me get sleep tho lmao

lauren: kgskrq i am trying to help ok

lauren: go to your mom bc then you dont have to make phone calls

camila: tru as fuck 

camila: omg

camila: this one time my dentist called after i had a few teeth pulled and asked me how i felt and like i think i said they fucked up and added a few teeth instead

lauren: omggfidg you fucking idiot

camila: i wAS ON DRUGS

camila: THOSE PAINKILLERS AND SHIT

camila: it was horrible

lauren: i can imagine lmaoo 

lauren: ive only had them a few times but it was so bad

camila: ooo bad as in u did dumb things or bad in like bc u needed them

lauren: both

lauren: i accidentally outed myself to my aunt and uncle while on them too lmao

camila: soo you are out to other ppl then? were they cool 

lauren: yeah, they didnt care but i didnt remember it very well

lauren: and i never asked them about it sO i just asked them recently

camila: aww good job

lauren: i didnt ask them, i kinda just came out and then mentioned it at the end and they just kinda explained and all 

camila: progress :))

camila: im proud of you

lauren: i am too

lauren: they offered me a place to stay if my parents took it badly as well

camila: theyre so cool

camila: im so glad u have ppl like that in ur life that can support you like that

lauren: i know

lauren: they live in california tho

camila: hEY U COULD LIVE NEAR ME

camila: thatd be so fun

lauren: but i love miami

lauren: i dont wanna move

camila: :// i know

camila: moving sucks

lauren: i would lose mani

camila: she could move too

camila: maybe

camila: i mean if shes ok w it

camila: u guys could move in w me

lauren: camz id love to but i dont even wanna think about moving right now

camila: its okay, i know u probably dont wanna think anything abt the circumstances

lauren: yeahh

camila: why are you considering it already tho?

camila: do u not think your parents will accept you

lauren: idkk

lauren: i think im overthinking it but theyve said some questionable shit and im so fucking anxious and nervous and holyy shit

camila: i wanna say something to help you out but im kinda dealing w the same thing

camila: except i have my own place already

lauren: yeahh i know, its fine

lauren: ive just been a little more anxious lately

camila: thats understandable

camila: hey can u send me that guys number tho

camila: or give it to me when im in miami

lauren: yea ofc

lauren: you think you're getting worse?

camila: not rly, i just want to get better 

lauren: im glad

camila: thanks for offering that tho

camila: idk if id go out on my own and try to get any help lmao

lauren: its no problem

lauren: i was just trying to help with whatever i can

lauren: im happy i can do something

camila: :))

camila: is it ok if i try and sleep for the next few hours before the show?

lauren: totallyy

lauren: i wanna get out of this sappy convo as well lmao so

camila: same same

camila: oK but gn

camila: goodmornin idkk

camila: my sleep is so fucked

lauren: goodnightt/goodmorning then :)) whatever you decided fits

camila: night bc then it seems like i have more time to sleep

lauren: alrighttyy

lauren: goodnightt camz

camila: nightt

camila: i love youu 

lauren: i love you too

camila: :))