Jerk

"Where were you?"

I look in the mirror and see myself. I didn't look ugly I didn't look beautiful I thought I was present but everyone thought that I was ugly. Tears rolled down my face, making my heart ache, you couldn't hear my cries I learned how to silent them a long time ago. I have dark brown hair,dark brown eyes, I was a tanish\paleish kind of color. I thought that I was fit enough not to skinny not to fat. I wiped away my tears and put some face lotion on and covered up all the oils with some Maybelline face powder, just to make me look like I wasn't crying. I put foundation on my arms that was a little bit lighter than my skin color, and used powder on my arms to hide my cuts and scars. Once I thought I didn't look depressed I put on my fake smile, grab my phone and ear buds than walked to the living room. While listening to "Avalanche" by bring me the horizon it reminded me of my life. Once I found a seat on one of my couches I sat down and turned my volume up just in case Mark wanted to talk about me again.

I started to lip sync the song and found my way singing the song not caring what Mark would say. He then started to look at me and stare at me. I got annoyed by this it felt like he was trying to read me, good luck with that!. I took out my ear buds and asked him the question that I wanted to ask so badly. "What?" I said to the staring Mark, "Where were you?" Mark said quickly. "None of your business..." I replied to Mark, this made him angry he hated not knowing what he wanted to know. He got up and made his way toward me, and asked me the same question again. "Where were you?..." Mark asked a little nicer than before , "I was at the...han-...t-the tree, no the forest. I replied scared because it felt like he was staring into my soul. He began to inch closer and closer, then he did something I wouldn't expect from the "real mark" he....hugged me. "I was so worried,thank god your ok!" Mark said still in my arms.
I felt like crying this was the Mark I loved it wasn't the jerk I was living with for about 12hours it was amazing!. " this is why I love you..." I said thinking he wouldn't hear me but with my luck of course he did. "What?..." Mark said

~To be continued ~

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