The Boy With The Green Eyes

Chapter Four- Wake Up Rose

(To The Right Is Zac)

Gone.. 

The thought never wanted to come across my mind. And I didn't want to believe it either. In a response to see where he left I grabbed my iPhone.

I quickly went to iMessage "WHERE ARE YOU" I hear a buzz from my nightstand...wait he didn't take his phone. Maybe he will come back then. Maybe he just ran home for a min. Then again he wouldn't leave without a note.. I looked everywhere for a trace . I Ripped the sheets. I Opened the books. I Broke the drawers. Even smashed a piggy bank. There was no trace. So I decided to wait.

*time Elapse 3 Days*

He's been gone for three days..I don't know if I can make it through this..I didn't know what to do..was this all a dream. I pinched my arm, nope this is real. I didn't think this was going to happen..did he leave..was it just a hit and run.. Is that all it was.

I walked to the bathroom rubbing my face.. Grabbing my sides.. I looked in the mirror "you did this to yourself" I said to my reflection in the mirror. "Your such a slut. They where right when they called you a slut. Because you are one. He just wanted to bang and be done and he did exactly that. He wasn't going to stay with you why did you believe it." My vision got blurry and i lost all control. I grabbed the blade that wasn't used when he was around. I placed it on my skin without moving it trying to resist it but I wasn't in control anymore. It was my demons now.. And I couldn't drown them anymore. They learned to swim."Why do you always have to ruin everything you touch." I whispered to myself in the mirror sliding the blade across my wrist. He said I was safe here but not anymore.

I kept sliding the blade over and over until I couldn't feel anything. I needed help but no one was here to save me from this doom. I was trapped in the fog. I dragged my blurred self to the door fighting with myself and the demons as they kept cutting me. I left a long trail of blood but I didn't care. I made it to the door and somehow found myself at Eve's house. I knocked on the door and paused. When she opened the door I was in tears, blood dripping from my arm and a blade in the other. I looked her in the eyes "Eve.." i stuttered about to pass out trying to get the words out. "Help me". I passed out on her doorstep.

I awoke in the hospital. I got really scared, I looked around my heart was racing and I caught eyes with Eve. "Eve..why am I here" she started to tear up "you lost yourself" she said trying to make words out of her tears "he left..and you got lost in fear he wouldn't come back." I looked at her. "Have you seen him?" I asked with force. She stood up and looked at me "no one has, Will thought that this might have something to do with him so he went to go to his house but he wasn't home and hasn't been for 4 days." I put my hands over my face and started crying again "he..disappeared" I looked up and realize "he didn't disappear..he was taken" then my phone rang. I picked it up. "Hello?" It was an edited sound of voice so I didn't know who it was "we have him Rose" I ripped the IV out of my arm and ran out of the hospital.