The Boy With The Green Eyes

Chapter Three- Will It Last Forever?

(on the right is Rose)

After We Had An Amazing Breakfast Zac bear hugged me carrying me back to bed. I was freezing cold and i know he could tell. just as i thought that these exact words came out of his mouth "your cold arent you?" i looked at him "can you like read my mind" he looked at me and chuckled "it was pretty obvious may i add that you put on a hoodie" id have to admit to him that i was cold he already knew i couldnt argue. i nodded my head as he quickly tackled me onto the bed. he was on top of me holding my wrists down. "before we go any further you got to agree to be my girlfreind" i looked at him with the most innocent big eyed face "i dont know" as i made a cute little smirk. " so thats a yes" he said with a smile. "yes" i said as i giggled. he leanded in and kissed me softly. not like he has before. this was different it wasnt a play kiss. it was a real one.

The thought of it made the world stop and goosebumps crawl on my skin. i was speechless. was he holding back before? i ran my fingers through his hair as he started to kiss my neck. i could feel him touching my skin. his hands where warm like fire every touch was better than the last. i could feel him sliding off my hoodie.Before i knew it i was just in a tank top and shorts and he didnt even have a shirt on anymore. but when do i ever let him have a shirt on am i right. he didnt have a shirt on for a reason. i grabbed his abs running every finger through each ab itself.

I Felt as if i wasnt in control anymore. As if my body had taken over itself. but i didnt care anymore because i kind of liked it. i wasnt sure how far this would go or if it would even get as far as i wanted it to go but it didn't matter. All that mattered to me anymore was Zac was here. When he was here i didn't feel sorry for myself anymore. not like i used to. ..

*Flashback*

The fear crept into my mind with a chill. A Few weeks earlier my parents got into a fatal car crash. I didnt know how i could take this anymore. i walked down the hall only to hear names and chants.."slut" "whore""homewrecker" "Why dont you just do us all a favor and throw yourself off a hill" "attention craver" "your parents arent really dead" "did you suck him too?" "waste of space" "Your worthless" "i bet your parents killed themselfs on purpose" . they all hit me like rocks each one digging deeper into my skin. i went through school days withought saying a word to anyone. when i was home i would stare in a mirror with nothing but words, tears, and a razor blade. For every word i could remember i made a new cut. I added on more pain so that i could distract the old. why did no one have pitty? why were they so cruel?

Then there was a knock at my door. it was a girl the same age as me. she looked at me and the blood dripping from my finger tip. she started to tear up and she gave me the biggest hug. i wasnt sure who she was until she spoke. "i'm Eve i heard those kids in the hallway talking about you. They where saying some pretty mean stuff. i know it wasn't true. i live down the street here and i know what really happened. and im going to be your friend." i looked at her confused... "you want to be my friend?" "yes i do"

*End Flashback*

The flashback made my scars burn and my body tremble. The thought itself made me shiver. As I felt a hand run down my back a sense of happiness overcame me. He felt the trembles and the fear. He got up close and whispered in my ear "your safe here Rose"

I woke up that morning next to him. He didn't get up this time. I kissed him on the cheek and sneaked out of bed. I put on my ripped skinny jeans and his shirt I grabbed from the floor. I pulled my hair back and tied it with a blue ribbon that matched his shirt. I walked into the kitchen and started to make coffee. He liked his coffee sweet but not too sugary I put in 2 teaspoons of sugar and 3 teaspoons of French Vanilla creamer. For me 3 and 3 of the same. I stirred them to perfection and I would have to say its some of the best coffee I have ever made.I grabbed the cups and walked back to the room. I stood at the door. I dropped both mugs at one time. Both smashing sending glass flying and spilling coffee all over the oak wood flooring. Tears came to my eyes.

Zac was gone..