Sleeping With A Friend (Belldom)

Part: Two

[Dom's POV]
The concert ended and I made my way back to my dressing room.
Well, I ran back to my dressing room not caring if I left Matt and Chris behind.
I was too embarrassed about the incident that happened earlier, the one with me kissing Matt and the whole confession.
It played over and over in my mind.
The words 'I love you' kept getting recited, like a scratched CD it frantically tried to keep playing but can't.
I want to isolate myself from everything around me, I feel like shit because of this.
I threw myself on the couch, the muffled sounds of my crying as I buried my face in a pillow.
All of a sudden there was a knock at the door.
"Hey, buddy, it's Chris, can I come in?"
He shyly asked opening the door ajar.
"What do you want?"
I asked wiping away tears from my face as I sat up.
"Oh shit, what's wrong?"
He asked, confusion filling his face.
"Oh, uhm, nothing, just tired"
Chris sighed.
"Next time think of something more convincing, seriously, tell me what's wrong, I'm here for you"
He patted my shoulder taking a seat beside me.
"Well, I confessed my love to Matt, he said he loved me back but then said he couldn't, then he kissed me and walked out"
I stared down at the floor.
"The thing is"
I continued.
"I kissed him back, that's not good cause I'm falling for him more and more with everything he does"
Chris was very focused on what I was saying.
"How long has it been since you guys talked?"
"I've been trying to avoid him, I didn't even look him in the eye during the concert"
I sighed, what am I doing to myself?
I'm kicking myself so much, my brain is slowly melting, I feel like a robot with a short circuit.
Chris stood up.
"Well, I could talk to Matt for you"
I looked up at him.
"No, please don't, I already feel enough guilt to even be in the same building as him"
Chris nodded and left the room.
I went back to crying for the rest of the night.
***
It was 8:00 in the morning when I awoke.
I was in my hotel room, Chris or Matt probably dragged me in.
I rubbed the last bit of sleep off my eyes and got out of bed.
I went next door to Matt's room.
I heard the faint murmur of talking.
Him and Chris were awake.
I hesitantly opened the door to be greeted by Chris.
"Good morning Dom!"
Matt turned away, pretending to be distracted by something on his phone.
My smile was replaced with a frown.
"You two should talk"
Chris said walking out of the room, the door closing behind him.
"Hi Matt..."
The words faintly left my mouth.
He turned around looking at me.
I couldn't really sense or see any emotion in his eyes or on his face, just pure blankness.
Without hesitation he ran into my arms, pulling me into this warm embrace.
I hugged him back, blushing at the scent of his cologne and the feeling of his steady heartbeat against my chest.
I love this feeling.
Without breaking the hug, he looked me in my eyes.
"I'm sorry for what I said last night, I'm sorry if it hurt you"
His blue eyes were filled with pure sorrow.
"I-I was hurt, but that's not the point, do you love me? Like you meant?"
"Yes"
A smile appeared on my face.
He kissed my lips, very passionately I kissed him back, Matt resting his arms around my neck, my hands on his waist.
I pulled him closer.
I'm falling deeper in love with him with every kiss.
This feeling is something I urged for.
But this feeling won't last, I know it for sure.
That this man will tear me apart...