the fallen angel

Chapter 15

Avions POV

Raped, that word repeats in my head, I look down and feel a tear slip down my cheek and onto my hand, I look up at ronnie 'have you called andy?' I ask 'no, do you want me too?' He asks 'I will' I say, and then realise I don't have my phone 'can I borrow your phone?' I ask 'sure' he says passing it too me, I get up and go to the kitchen and call andy, after about 3 rings he picks up 'hello?' He asks 'andy it's me' I say 'avion where are you?' He asks 'at ronnies' I say 'why are you there?' He asks 'long story, can you come pick me up please?' I ask 'of course, I'll be there soon, I love you' he says 'love you too' I say as he hangs up, I walk back to the lounge and give ronnie his phone back 'what'd he say?' He asks 'uh he's gonna come pick me up' I say 'okay' he says 'can I have some water?' I ask 'sure' he says and goes to get some water.
He comes back with willow on his hip and hands me a glass of water àA 'thanks' I say 'daddy?' Willow questions 'yeah?' He asks 'where's mummy?' She asks 'I don't know she went out' he says 'who's that?' She asks pointing 'willow, don't point' he says putting her arm down 'that's avion, I've told you about her before' he says 'oh yeah, andys girlfriend' she say, I smile a little bit, then the doorbell rings 'daddy who's that' she asks 'probably andy' he says getting up and puttin her down 'andy!' She yells running to the door, but ronnie makes her stay in here, ronnie then comes back with andy, andy first picks willow up and spins her around 'hello gorgeous' he says in the process making her giggle, he puts her down and comes and hugs me 'you okay' he questions, I shake my head, I can tell he gives ronnie a confused look 'willow stay in here and keep avion company' ronnie says leaving the room with andy 'do you wanna see my toys?' She asks 'sure' I say, she then runs to a corner and grabs a doll 'this is my dolly' she says 'she's very pretty, just like you' I say, that gets a giggle out of her, I then tickle under her chin. I few moments later andy and ronnie come back in, I instantly feel my stomach drop, knowing that ronnie just told andy 'I'll uh, be out in the car, thanks ronnie, see ya willow' I say walking out to andys car, I see andys phone and a pair of earphones, so I decide to listen to music off of his phone, when he comes out I just put both of the earphones and in and look out the window, not wanting to talk.

When we get home I walk in and go upstairs to my room, I go and sit on the bed and lean against the wall and just break down crying, I hear the door open and look up and see andy leaning against the door, I look back down 'avion are y-' 'no andy I'm not fucking okay!' I say cutting him off 'I'm sorry avion I j-' 'I know you mean well andy, but please just leave me alone for a while' I say cutting him off again, he looks down and leaves the room quietly, i just look up and close my eyes, i get up and go to the bathroom to shower.

once ive gotten out of the shower ive realised i forgot to grab some clothes, i wrap the towel around me and go to get some clothes, i choose one of andys batman shirts and a pair of leggings, i go downstairs and find andy in the lounge room sitting on the couch looking at his phone, i go over and sit next to him, i lean on him and put my head in the crook of his neck

Andys POV

I look down at avion and notice she's looking down at her wrists, tracing her scars, and I already know what she's thinking, I get up and go upstairs, I grab her box from under the bed and I hide it on the top shelf of the wardrobe at the very back, I then go back downstairs and go back and sit with her, I wrap my arm around her and she leans on me 'you okay?' I ask, she just nods, and looks down 'I'll be back' she says getting up and going upstairs, I wait a moment and then I get up and go upstairs too, I stop at the door, I can hear her pacing, I walk in and see her, I grab her shoulders to stop her 'andy where are they?' She asks me 'avion.' I say 'andy where the fuck are they?' She asks again 'you don't need them' I say, she looks down 'you don't understand andy' she whispers 'I know I don't, but you don't need them, they're only making things worse' I say looking down at her, she doesn't say anything, I lean down to kiss her 'promise me you won't do it again?' I ask, she looks hesitant 'promise me' I say again, she just nods 'I promise' she whispers 'I love you' I say 'I love you too' she says, she then just walks over to the bed and gets in, I go over and kiss her forehead 'I love you' I say and go to leave, but she grabs my shirt 'don't go' she whispers, I just nod and get into bed with her, she leans her head on my chest and we fall asleep like that

Avions POV

I wake up around 2 pm, and notice that there's no noise in the house, I get up and notice a note on the dresser

Had to go to meeting with the guys, should be home around 3
xx

I go downstairs and grab a bottle of pills from the cupboard, I go back upstairs and go write a note on the back of the note andy left

Andy, if your reading this I'm probably either, dead, dying or struggling to get the cap off the pills, I love you with all my heart, please remember that, I won't ever stop loving you either, I'm so sorry, I just can't take this anymore, I can't take life anymore, I can't take living.
I love you
Avion

I leave it on the black sheets of the bed and then I go back to the bathroom, I take one of the blades out of my razor, with a struggle and cut both of my wrists once, I then try to get the bottle cap off, but it doesn't work, I keep struggling until I hear a door open and close, shit andys home, I quietly keep struggling, 'avion' I hear him say 'avion!' He yells again, I hear him walk upstairs, he opens the bedroom door and walks probably over to the bed, stops for a minute, in that minute I manage to get the cap off, I put them in my hand and bring them to my mouth. Just as I'm about to but them in my mouth I feel my hand getting swatted away, I look up and see andy, I move my arm to pick up the scattered pills, but andy just holds both of my arms back, I struggle under his strength, I eventually end up giving up and going limp 'I'm sorry andy' I whisper quietly crying 'shh baby girl' he says, I sit up and lean against the bath and put my head in my knees and cry. I feel andy pick me up and take me downstairs, quietly singing rebel love song in my ear, calming me down a bit 'im sorry andy' i repeat 'its not your fault, none of it is' he says.

After ive calmed down he gets up to get something 'so, tours coming up soon' he says 'and i want you to come' he says 'andy, i dont know' i say 'please? I want you to come' he says 'fine, ill come' i say 'yay, its only a short tour, so about 3 months' he says 'when does it start?' I ask '2 week, im pretty sure' he says 'okay' i say, we just sit there in silence with me half sitting half laying on andy. I eventually fall asleep on him

A/N
Hey guys, hope you all liked this update, honestly its just really a filler, i have a vague idea of what direction im going in, but if anyone has any ideas, feel free to comment and/or message me