the fallen angel

chapter 4

avions POV

when i wake up no ones around so i start to freak but then i get up and see a note i read it and it says
hey av
sorry we had to leave we have a signing then and set then another signing well be out all day do anything you want love you
andy xx

then i get a text from someone i see its my mum
m:avion you little bitch! i will come find you and if your not already dead i will kill you myself. you may think that the faggot emo band that your staying with care about you but its time to face the truth no one does just go die!

i just start breaking down i really want to call andy but hes busy so i call evan hoping hes not busy
E: hey avion how are you?
A: evan can you please just come here i need your help
E: are you okay have you been crying? where are you ill come straight there
A: tour bus just please hurry

and i hang up and within minutes i hear evan come in, he sees me and comes over and crouches down to my level 'are you okay what happened?' he asks i just show him my phone 'i really want andy but hes too busy' i say 'shush hes not too busy for you ill go get him' he says 'thank you evan' i say as he leaves i go to the bathroom to find where andy hid the razors and sure enough there in there, i struggle to open them but i eventually manage to get it open and razors go everywhere, i pick one up and bring it too my wrist as i slide it across my skin i feel a sudden releif but then i hear someone banging on the door 'av please open this door' andy says half calm and half worried 'please avion' he says, is he... crying? then the banging stops and i hear him sliding down the door, i get up and unlock it and go back to my spot on the floor, i hear him get up and open the door 'avion' he says coming up to me to hug me, he puts me on the counter top to find the first aid kit, when he does he cleans me up and when hes done he leans down and kisses me 'i love you' he says 'im not leaving you alone so either you come with me or i stay here' he says 'neither, im staying here and your going to do your band stuff' i say 'fine but evans staying' he says as he picks ne up and sits me on the bunk 'fine' i say 'i love you' i say as he leaves to get evan, when he comes i say 'great a babysitter, goes to show how fucked up i am' i say but mutter the last part 'how long will they be?' i ask 'dunno a few hours i guess' evan says 'okay' i say and turn over in the bunk so i face the wall, i decide to get up and find my phone 'have you seen my phone?' i ask evan 'no' he says i walk back the bunk and see that i was laying on it, i decide to message zack
a: hey zack hows work and all
z: hey av works good how about you
a: yeah im all good i need to tell you something but i think its better to talk about in person
z: i cant get away from work for a while so ill tell you when we can meet up soon yeah?
a: okay, i have to go ill talk to you later

and then i decide to listen to music and fall asleep

when i wake up i roll over and see andy on his phone, i put my head on his chest 'hey' i say 'hey you okay?' he asks i just nod because i know if i speak ill cry, 'no your not' he says sitting up and facing me 'you know, i was thinking i should go to college' i say trying to change the subject, 'you where? when?' he asks 'i was and i dont know when, i just think the idea would be good you know i could be a major in something and get a career out of it' i say 'what kind of career?' he asks 'i dont know i really want to be a makeup artist' i say 'like special effects makeup or just makeup?' he asks again 'SFX makeup' i say 'cool' he says, then my phone goes off and i see its zack that messaged me
z: hey i managed to get some time off tomorrow wanna meet up?
a: yeah what time?
z: around 2 how about at the park that dad used to take up when we where kids?
a: okay sure
z: cool i have to go see you tomorrow

'im meeting up with my brother tomorrow' i say 'where and when?' andy asks '2 and at the park not far from here' i say 'okay' he says 'where are the others?' i ask 'out partying ash is probably trying to pick up some chicks' he says 'and your not with them because?' '3 reasons 1 is that i wanted to make sure your okay 2 CC was being a dick before and i knew if i decided to get drunk i would try kill him and 3 because of CC being a dick' he says with a laugh 'what did he do?' i ask 'long story ill tell you later' he says 'fine' i say as i jump down from the bunk to get myself some coffee, when i go back to the bunk i get in and sit on andy 'coffee really?' he asks 'well im going to be up all night anyway' i say 'good point' he says, i get my phone out and reread the message my mum sent me over and over 'whats that?' andy says leaning his head on my head 'oh uh just a message from my mum' i say ' whats it say?' he asks i hand him my phone 'she wont actually do that will she?' he asks 'i dont know she a pretty messed up and unpredictible bitch' i say 'and by messed up i actually mean it, she had to go to a mental hospital 3 times twice of those was because she tried to kill me' i say starting to cry remembering both of those days 'oh, she sounds like a fucking psycopath' he says 'oh she is' i say 'and she called us emo faggots' he says pretending to be hurt 'well if you where faggots then you would all be trying to fuck each other and also considering that jinxx is engaged ashley is out trying to pick up sone chicks and you have a girlfriend, then that pretty much makes that statement irrelevant and emo is a music genre' i say 'how did you know jinxx is engaged?' he asks 'twitter and i also used to be a huge fangirl' i say looking down 'oh really?' he says raising an eyebrow 'yep' i say smiling 'i used to like go to school and be on my laptop the whole time googleing you guys and be on tumblr and all that and then when i came home i would continue' i add 'haha sounds like any average teenage girl listening to shit music' he says 'yeah it does' i say 'and here are the others' he says just as they stumble in 'ash doesnt have a chick with him suprising' 'andy! you should have seen CC he was being such a jackass' ashley says as he stumbles over and rips the curtain off his bunk 'fuck me!' he yells 'sorry im taken but CC is single' i say 'what about me?' he yells from wherever he is 'nothing' i yell back 'your a bitch av im not gay!' ashley says ripping the curtain off of mine and andys bunk 'fuck off ash' i say kicking him away laughing 'well played av well played indeed' andy says 'why thank you' i say laying down 'whos not gay' jake says 'me!' ash yells 'shut up ash you dont need to yell' jinxx says 'whatever' as says 'so andy why didnt you come?' jinxx says 'he wanted to fuck avion thats why' ashley says 'fuck off ash' both me and andy say 'someones feisty arent they?' he says 'whatever floats ya boat' i say turning over to face andy 'are they always like this when there drunk?' i ask 'yeah' andy says 'great' i say saracasticly 'looks like i wont be around next time you guys a drunk' i say 'you should drink with us' andy says 'na i dont drink' i say 'im sorry i think i heard you wrong, did you just say you dont drink?' he says 'yeah is that a bad thing?' i say 'no its just' he says 'just what?' i ask 'nothing' he says 'okay, im tired' i say 'you just had coffee and your tired?' he asks 'yeah' i say 'your a strange one' he says 'yep' i say looking up at him as i fall asleep

when i wake up i find my phone and check the time and see its 10 am and i see that andy is next to me so that means the others are too, when i get up i see ashley up 'hey, you a bit hungover?' i ask 'just a little bit' he says 'got the worst headache ever' he adds 'have fun when you have your set then' i say 'what we have a set today?' he asks 'yeah at like 2 i think' i say 'fuck me' he says 'na like i said im taken but CC is still free' i say 'hey im not gay!' CC yells from the bunk 'like i said im not gay either' ash says 'you remember that' i ask 'one does not simply forget a joke better than any of CC's' he says 'hey i thought you liked my jokes' CC says walking in 'oh we love your jokes CC ash is just being a dick and doesnt know what hes on about' i say to CC 'thats a bit mean' ash says 'well you are mean' i say, then someone covers my eyes from behind 'guess who' andy says 'hmm let me think is it batman' i say 'we both wish' he says spinning me around so i face him 'you two look so cute' i hear jinxx say from behind andy 'so uh jinxx when do i get to meet this fiance of yours?' i ask 'wait how do you know about sammi?' he asks 'okay 2 reasons 1 twitter and 2 i am kinda a fan and everyone knows about her mate' i say 'your not originally from america are you?' andy asks 'what? oh no im not i was born in australia, i moved here when i was 16' i say 'oh, your accent is so cute' he says 'no its not its shit' i say 'and i call bullshit' he says 'whatever you think,im getting dressed' i say as i leave, i choose a black veil brides shirt with some black jeans and black converses 'andy im using your makeup!' i yell as i start applying eyeliner and mascara, i then go find my phone and listen to the acoustic of who i am by avion roe again, then walk to one of the couches and sit with andy, he takes one of my earphones just as the song changes to rebel love song, his face lights up when he looks at me, i just start humming the lyrics and lean on him 'so your going to meet up with your brother today?' andy asks 'yeah, i havent seen him since the night of the concert so it will be good to catch up' i say 'he is the only person in my family that im close to, my mum hates me my dad left when i was 5 my sister is a bitch and the rest i never hear from' i add, i check the time and see its 12 already 'what times your set?' i ask '3' he says, then my phone goes off, i see its a text from zack

z: hey, i got off work early do you wanna meet up now?a: okay sure see you in a bit

'zack got off work early im gonna go meet him now' i tell andy 'okay' he says 'bye' i say as i walk out of the bus and towards the park

A/N

hey guys i have had writers block so i havent been able to update and i have also been working on my other fanfics but heres another chapter, hope you all like it, its a filler chapter so its shit sorry bout that

love yall byee xx