Dear diary
Today I got into trouble because I didn't eat my vegetables. I should have ate it but I don't like it so I didn't eat it. He punished me really harshly. He shoved pepper inside my private. It really hurt.
The memory of that day still haunts me till today but guess what I got him back for it well not that day but later on in my story you'll find out what happened to him and all you need to know is that I got him back and I made sure he wept and begged just as I did on that day.
Today is my birthday and am here thinking about the mother I never had and how she left me all alone in this miserable world to fend for myself because she sure as hell knew that the bastards she called family wouldn't do it.
I am going on a date with my boyfriend later on and I know I sound stupid daying I've got a boyfriend but he never let's anyone see him but me. When he comes round he has to climb in through the window. He says that my uncle will get jealous and that my uncle will force us to break up so I told everyone that he was shy. They think am going mad they think am deranged because apparently there is no one called Shane in the remote town that we live in because once again apparently everyone knows everyone. Of course there's someone called Shane. You believe me right? You know am not lying right? I read about this couple in a book the girls name is Claire and the boys Shane and weeks later I met MY Shane in real life and he was everything I've always dreamt of in a guy he was just like Shane in the book except am not like Claire she's blonde and pretty and brave basically all that I want and all that I wish to be.
Would you think am crazy if I told you that 5 days ago I did the most terrible thing ever basically I went to borrow some sugar from my neighbour (I was threatened to do so by my uncle) when I saw Shane sitting under my favourite tree not far from the house so I bounded over to him and there standing behind him was a little girl with blood shot eyes I thought that she was going to hurt him so I threw the nearest thing at her and it was a rock, a rock I hurt her so I dragged her further into the wood she parted her lips several times I think to ask for help but I pretended that I didn't see it and left her there inside my head I repeated my favourite mantra again and again and again "what I didn't hear wasn't said, what I refuse to remember never took place" it helps you know. Try it NOOOOWWW. Am sorry for shouting but yeah Shane promised to tell no-one. I think he's scared of me I would never hurt him he should know that.
