DIFFERENT - selena gomez fanfic

prologue

This story may or may not contains strong language like cursing etc, grafic violence, and dirty scenes and some other mature content. No part in this intire story is to offend anyone or anything. Enjoy xx.

Much love,
audrey [ IG : selenafrosting ]

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It was dark.. it was really dark.
All I remember was that screaming and glass-breaking noise.

I was never normal, like everyone else. They will never know who I am. They can't. I won't let that happen. No matter what happens I will never let anyone know who I really am.

Even if that means I have to live as a lie.

Even if that means I can't never be out there.

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I was adopted and now I was running away from house. My 'family' were never loved me anyway. They only see me as an outsider. The only thing they want me for is to do their works.. and if I did somethig wrong they would beat me up and call me names.. everyday they keep saying of how worthless I am, how I was abandoned and found beside a river because nobody wants me. Blah blah blah..

I used to think why my real parents gave me up when I was only a baby.. but thinking about it now is not helping at all. Not that I would ever meet them anyway.

But the thing is.. something about me is not normal. I don't think I'm 100 persent human.. When I was about 6 years old, there was a big thunder storm. everyone was hiding in the basement in fear but I felt like I want to go out there to the lightning. of course my step mom and dad hold me back thinking I must be crazy. But as I grow up, that feeling just keep bigger and bigger.

I became more attach with electronic things. So one night I remember I was 9 , when there was a really big thunder storm, I was home alone and I can't help it anymore so I went outside and see the lightning strikes over and over. I had no idea why but those lightning seems like calling me. Ok I know it's wierd but let me finish.

So I keep walking and suddenly a lightning strikes me. I flinch hard and close my eyes scared what might happen but I remember feeling no pain at all. It feels as if the world slow down when I touch the lightning and it went through my body.

I closed my eyes feeling it deep inside as I slowly turn into a beast with two dark wings, pair of claws, and a mouth with teeth as sharp as knifes. My breath was hitching when I turned making me took a sharp breath that blows out lightning.

I turned into a dragon, lightning dragon to be exact.

Maybe I am a monster.

It was scary at first. But soon I learned how to control it with my nature. I felt different enough before this and this make me feel worse. No one would be friends with me if they see what I really am.

I don't want to be alone.

I don't want to dream alone.

But maybe heaven choose me to be.

I am, Selena Marie Gomez.