The Monte-mayor Brothers 2: You are James Monte-mayor

Part 11

A/N: Play the music while reading this part

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James' POV

Morning has come and I don't really know what to, then my phone ring and i saw my manager calling

"'Sup?"

"You have an appointment with Jade Thirlwall at 10am in the Starbucks across the Studio"

I was actually got shock upon hearing him and i just got up sitting on my bed

"Ja . . Jade . . . Thirlwall?" as I ask my manager

"Yep, her manager, Nolly called me yesterday, so get up now, fix your things and go, I already fix your schedules, you're free today"

then my manager ended the call, at first the things that he said didn't process on my mind, but after a few minutes i just get up go to the bathroom to have a shower. after taking a bath i pick a nice outfit, grab my keys and rush myself on the dining room and saw the Family

"Good Morning folks" as i greet them with a jolly mood

"You look so happy James, and dress well" as Aunt Chloe told me

"Well you have no idea Aunt Chloe. It's really a wonderful day isn't it?" as I ask them, then Ross just looked at me from head to toe

"Where are you going?"

"Thank you for the lovely question" then i just clap and saw Uncle Nich laugh

"Seriously James, where are you going?" as Ross ask again

"I'm going on a date" as i told him and smiled

then i saw him got shock, and i already know what's in his mind. Nailed it

"With Jade Thirlwall?"

i just grab a bread and a hotdog then said my goodbyes to them and drive my car to the starbucks across the studio, i check my time and its just 9:47 am

"I'm not late"

then upon opening the door i already saw Jade Thirlwall on the table near the window, and to tell you the truth my heart started to beat fast upon walking towards her.

As soon as i got to the table she looked at me, and i greet her

"Hi . . ." then i saw her blink her eyes 3 times

she didn't say a word so i ask her nicely for us to have a nice moment with each other

"Can i sit?" as I ask her

then i saw her got panic like she is not in herself

"Of cour . . . course you do . . . *Laugh nervously*"

then i sat down across her and just look at her and smile

"It's good to see you Jade, It's really good to see you again"

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Jade's POV

"It's good to see you Jade, It's really good to see you again"

i just look at him upon hearing those words came out of his mouth. Jade stop it! Stop imagining! Just talk to him nicely first and just remember that you are here to talk properly! not flirt with him.

then i got back to my senses and started the conversation

"About the things that happened, I'm really . . ."

"You don't have to explain" What is he talking about?

"What . . .?" as I ask him

"Well it's actually my fault, I really don't know what came up on my mind, and I'm really sorry for that Jade, If i can only bring back time, I just did to stop myself on doing that crazy thing, but thank God for that because if that didn't happened i won't able to have the guts to be here and meet you again"

then he started to put his hand on the table and hold mine, and i just look at him holding my hand. Is he serious? holding my hand in public? Snap out of it Jade, this will be an issue again, are you ready to face another issued again?

"As you can see I don't care if people will be talking about us in the future, because I'm really into you Jade, I really want to be part of your life, and i promise to myself that i won't be a chicken, i will protect you, just trust me, and i promise we can get through this"

then i got shock hearing those words that came out in his mouth, but i really can't move, my heart started to beat so fast, and this is the same heartbeat that i experienced in the past upon falling in love on my first love

"James . . ." but he cut me on saying things

"I don't know if you like me too but i can't waste my time Jade, and I don't want to waste my time, because right now I can tell everyone, I can tell the whole world that Hey I'm in love with Jade Thirlwall, and I'm not gonna keep it to myself anymore, no way, no way Jade, i just can't let you go, I just can't let you leave me"

I didn't notice, tears started to fall from my eyes

"I'm sorry James" I guess I'm not ready to fall in love again

i pull my hand and started to grab my bag and left the store, i run to my car and search for my car key in my bag, but i can't see it, then someone turn me around and i just look at his eyes full of concern

"Please . . . don't leave me . . . please . . . don't make it this hard please . . ."

then i saw tears in his eyes. What is happening to me? I do like him, but why am i pushing him away? Why am i so scared of falling again? I have move on in the past didn't I? Then why am I hurting him? then i started to step back until i have no more step because my back is already at the window of the car

"Why are you pushing me away? Am i not forgiven? Are you still scared of what might happen? Please tell me 'cause my mind is gonna explode on too much question, question of why won't you like me back" i heard his voice cracked while looking at my eyes. He is still crying, i really want to tell him that i like him too, i really want to tell him to stop because i don't want to see him crying, but i can't move.

my mouth won't actually open, no words can come out of my mouth, i really want to tell him the truth but i just cant release any words from my mouth, all i just hear is him crying in front of me

"I don't want to be alone anymore" I want to hug him, i want to ease the pain with him, but why can't I do it now?

"Please tell me you'll stay please"

then he just kiss me, but after the kiss i got my car keys and left him. I'm sorry James

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A/N: Kailangan muna natin ng drama . . . pero sobrang iyak na iyak ako dito habang tinatype to, naiisip ko tuloy yung a walk to remember kasi pinanuod ko siya kanina :'(