Over-Thinking

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I sit in the dark at night and write

I write about how the world still turns though I lay still

I write about how anything I do has no effect on you

and I write about my depressed self

but don't think I'm asking for pity

because I know I have it so much better than others

don't think that I'm complaining

because others have it better than me

don't think

because I'm already doing it for you

I over think
I think about what you're going to say
and how I should respond
and then I realise that an hour has gone past and I'm laying in bed,
staring at my ceiling,
thinking up scenarios with you that will never happen
and I will think:

How much sadder could I get?

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