Swan Song | Dean Winchester

20. Stand by You

"Wake her the fuck up!"

My bottom lip trembled as I came back to.

He stood over as I could see that it was Dean standing over me as Sam was next to Jennifer keeping something back.

I glanced back at Jennifer as she shifted back into her wolf form and ran at something.

I looked down at my hands as they were covered in blood.

Dean grabbed my chin and pulled it up, "Are you ok?"

"Whose blood is that?"

"There isn't blood on your hands."

I looked back at him as Dean was covered in blood.

My eyes narrowed as I wanted to say something but I couldn't.

"Abby?"

I shook my head as I pushed myself back. "No."

"CHRISTIENNE!"

I rolled over choking up the water.

"Dude, what the fuck was that?"

I looked up as there was water all over the bathroom.

"Are you ok?" Emma grabbed me as I reached for my towel.

I looked her back in the eyes, "What happened?"

"I came in here to check on you since the gala starts in 2 hours and you were under the water. You were out cold."

I tried to stand up but my leg gave out.

"Chris, what is going on with you?"

"I keep seeing something."

"Seeing what?" Emma asked me back.

"That I kill Jensen." I looked her back in the eyes.

"You what?"

"First it was just that you couldn't hear my heart beat."

"You mean like the show?"

I nodded my head back at her.

"If I can't hear your heart then that means..."

"I am dead."

Emma smiled back at me, "You are losing it."

"And now I just saw my hands covered in blood and Jensen's face was covered in blood."

Emma narrowed her eyes back at me, "Chris, maybe you shouldn't go tonight."

We both looked at the door as someone was knocking.

"I will say you are sick."

"I can't ignore tonight."

"You saw yourself dying and then that you were to kill Jensen. Christienne, this isn't ok."

I pushed myself up from the floor, "I have to go."

"What if you do something?"