Friend?

Darkness

Haley's POV:

I wake up. My head is killing me. What happened last night. Was it even last night? What happened before I fell asleep? I try to sit up but I can't move. I try to look around but all I see is darkness. Everything is quiet, too quiet. I miss Issa. I need somebody to come help me, I can barely talk and I can't move at all. I want Issa here. I attempt to move again and I feel a sharp pain in places that should not be hurting. Then I remember. Rudan drugged me. He didn't use just any drug either, oh God. OH GOD. Rudan raped me! Oh my God no! I am fourteen, I am too young not to be a virgin! I didn't want to lose it this way, it was supposed to be with someone special! I feel gross and ugly and weird and the only thing I want right now is a shower. And, oh my God what if he didn't use protection! I could get an STD or.... pregnant. I hate this. I hate life right now. I hate being scared, I hate Rudan, I hate feeling so disgusting. I just wish this was all a nightmare. I want this to be over with, I want to be safe in Issa's arms again. I try to move again but I realize how powerful that drug is. I also realize my wrist and ankles hurt really bad. He must have me in chains. He is sick in the head. I try to scan the room for my phone, but the more I look the more I am consumed in the eerie evilness of the cold black landscape. I could be anywhere right now, any amount of time could have gone by, anybody could have either forgotten about me or be worrying about me right now. I hate this. Rudan will pay for this. I hear my phone start to ring and I see the screen light up. I wonder who is calling me, but then I realize I can see some of the room. The walls have paint chips falling off of them and the floors are made of jagged concrete and not finished. There are no windows whatsoever. Suddenly I hear a door open that is probably metal and rusty based on the way it sounded when it slammed shut. I see a black figure walking across the room. When it reaches my phone it's face lights up. Rudan. He takes a hammer and smashes my phone. I am so fed up with him. I let my anger get the best of me and I burst. "YOU BITCH!" I yell. He chuckles and replies, "So I see you are awake Haley. Did you have a good time?" I can practically feel the presence of his pedophile smirk. "You are disgusting. You are going to die in hell. They are going to find you, you know that right? Issa is going to come and kick your ass." "Issa isn't going to do shit. Even if he cared enough about you he would have no idea where to look. It is just you and me in here. He will never find us, and now the cops can't track your phone." I hate him. "JUST LEAVE ME ALONE. WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME? WHY CAN'T YOU JUST LET ME GO?!" "That is the thing Haley," he chuckles, "I want you." He slaps my ass and leaves the room. I am left in silence and darkness once again. This is horrible. I hate him so much. I start to think back to what he said. Does Issa even care enough about me to come save me from him? Maybe he doesn't, and even if he did, he doesn't for sure now. I am gross now, Rudan had sex with me. I am such a slut now, I am fourteen and not even a virgin. I hate life. I am tired and feel myself start to drift off again, probably due to Rudan giving me more of the drug or something. 

I am left to fall asleep not only with the darkness of the room,

but with the darkness of my thoughts and mind.

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//AN\\

AUTOCORRECT KEEPS CORRECTING RUDAN TO SUDAN I HATE IT SO FUCKING MUCH UGHHH.

Sorry for that short rant, that's all.

                                                      ~L