Friend?

He Will Come

Haley's POV:

I am cold, hungry, and despite how much I sleep, I am constantly tired from the rapeseed. Not only has Rudan continued to rape me, he is now physically abusing me. He doesn't realize it and I don't think he means to, but he is verbally abusing me too. I'm pretty sure he is telling me that Issa won't come so I just give up and let him rape me, but that hurts and makes me feel like Issa doesn't care about me. I look around me again. I lay alone in darkness, dirty, pathetic, and hopeless. Of course Issa wouldn't want me. He can't love me now, and I make sure to keep reminding myself about that. All I want is to get out of here. I just wish that none of this ever happened. Why me? Was it because I had to beg my mother to take me to Issa's tour? Was it because I was the only one who got Issa's number and it wasn't fair? Was it because I am just a horrible, weird, useless, ugly human being who doesn't deserve life anymore? I'm actually not sure if I even want life anymore, not one like this. Not even after this, I just don't want to remember any of this. I still don't know where I am or what time of day it is or how long it has been since I was taken. I'm just sitting here, thinking about life, which, by the way, are the worst thoughts to have a lot of the time. Sadly, though, they are the only things I am left with in the darkness. It is so cold, I am so lonely. I suddenly hear a rusty metal door open and see a strip of light. I hear loud footsteps approaching and a hand is placed on my thigh. "DON'T TOUCH ME!" I scream. He just travels his hand further up my leg. I scream. I hate him so much. "I WILL NEVER LOVE YOU RUDAN. JUST STOP IT. LET ME GO AND LEAVE ME ALONE." Suddenly his had moves to places I still don't want to be touched. I can't take this anymore. I snap my wrists, breaking them both, then slip them out of the handcuffs in one swift movement. I feel tears coming out of my eyes, but I had to do that. I bash his head with mine hard enough to knock him out. This is good. I just have to get my legs out now. Wait, there isn't a way to break my legs, I can't exactly use my hands now. Shit! Rudan gets up off the floor and forces another rapeseed pill into my mouth. Soon everything starts to fade as I see Rudan stand in front of me yet again. I lose consciousness.....

I wake up and look around, hoping that everything was a nightmare. It isn't. I hear the door opening yet again. I'd rather be left with with my thoughts and darkness than ever see him again. I hear him grab something and suddenly my arm is burning. I scream. Why does he do this? "WON'T YOU EVER JUST STOP? WHAT DID I DO TO YOU? I HATE YOU! YOU AREN'T GOING TO GET AWAY WITH THIS! YOU WON'T!" He just laughs. "And who is going to stop me?" I realize now that he is just a dumbass. It doesn't matter what he said, it doesn't change anything. Issa loves me, he'd always protect me. The police have to be looking for me, and my parents must be worried sick. He is just trying to get to me, and I was stupid enough to fall for it. "You know what, I don't care what you say. It doesn't matter, I know it isn't true. I am getting out of here, someone will come save me." "Oh really? Who would that be?" I take a deep breath and say what I've been wanting to say. "Issa cares about me. He will know that something is up and he will come help me." He just laughs in my face again. "Issa would never come looking for you. Nobody will, you have no hope of escaping." I glare at him even though he probably can't see it. "Somebody will get me out of here. Issa will get me out of here. He will come." We stare at each other and he opens his mouth, but at the same second he gets cut off by the sound of a door from the other side of the room opening and loud footsteps all around.

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//AN\\

RUDAN IS IN TROUBLEEEE. So hey y'all, I'm almost done with the book, probably only one more chapter is on the way, BUTTTT don't worry, I have some big things planned ;) So I can't really write a long author's note for this or the last chapter since I'm running out of time for the thing that I'm working on, but there will be one at the end so, yeah. This chapter was a bit shorter but I hope y'all enjoyed! Byeeeee!

                                                   ~L