it will always be you // n.h

it will always be you {17}

Hello readers... to start off this chapter thank you so much for 400+ reads

It literally scared me. I hope you still read it and share with some directioners.

lets get on with the chapter.

n xx

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POV NIALL

If she knew.
If she could.
When?
What will she think.
She wouldn't believe me.
I hate myself.
Literally.
I would rather be dead.
I am locked in the bathroom.
Sitting there.
Nothing happening.
Dark circles around my eyes.
Cuts on my wrist.
Help me.
Help.

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POV BETHANY

London.

This tour is making me feel weird. Niall doesn't sleep anymore. It's been 2 months since he slept. I kept having those dreams except Niall is there looking like he was abused. Bruises. If I could help him. He also has been ignoring the boys and the fans. He is loosing his smile everyday I see him on stage.

Harry tries to smooth him but Niall pushed him away everytime. I can't keep quiet for too long.

"Niall" I call through the bus. All the other boys are getting breakfast. Leaving me and Niall. I look at the bathroom door. Oh no. If someone stays in the bathroom for the whole day I know something has happened or is happening right now.

"NIALLL" I shout. Making the door open. His eyes. Almost black circles under his eyes. Tears go down my cheeks. He doesn't have a smile anymore, just a plain emotion. Where is the Niall I knew?

"Why Niall?" I screamed
Nothing.
"You ignore me like I'm a wall"
Nothing.
"Just break up with me if you don't love me anymore"
He looks at me straight in the eye.
Even his eyes have changed. There are red veins surrounding his blue ocean eyes.

"I'm sorry Bethany...goodbye." He said turning around back to the bathroom.

"Fine then I should just leave" I said holding my luggage and my belongings. I am out of the door and I called the boys saying I needed to be dropped off somewhere but not here. They understood and told me to wait.

I sit on my luggage and start breaking down. My eyes are red. Cheekes stinky. Heart broken.

I see the boys car and Harry comes out and hugs me tight. All the boys look confused. Harry looked at them and told them about what happened. I closed my ears like a child at a firework show. Harry pulls me to the car and Louis takes my bags.

"Where are you going to go Be" Liam said. "I am not going home" I told them looking at them. Liam, Louis and Harry were on the verge of tears. "You can go and stay with Gemma if you would like" Harry considered. I nodded and put my hands back on my face. The car started to move.

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POV HARRY

I hate looking at Bethaby like this. It breaks my heart. I am going to kill Simon. He did this. If he could just be a man about it.

This has already happened to Niall. It's going to be harder this time. Bethany is heart broken above the maximum. Louis looks at me. "Did you tell Gem" He asked. I nodded and looked at a sleeping Bethany.

"We have arrived" Mark said. I look out at her house. She will be safe with Gemma.

I carry Bethany and the other boys are getting her stuff. Liam rings the bell. Allowing the door to open.

"Hi Gemma"

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I AM SORRY TO THE BIALL SHIPPERS.
WHAT DO YOU THINK WILL HAPPEN TO NIALL?

WILL THE BOYS ARGUE WITH NIALL?
OR
JUST FORGET ABOUT IT?

n xxx