it will always be you // n.h

it will always be you {15}

POV BETHANY

Dream

"Oh poor Bethany, her little Niall broke up with her" a voice said. It's her.

I see her with Niall beside her with his hand around her waist. No Niall. It can't be.

He laughs. This is a dream a dream.

"No Beth, it's not a dream it's the future" Nial said turning around with the girl. "Bye bye Bethany" she said.

End of Dream

I wake up with sweat all over my forehead. Thank god it was just a dream. 'it's not a dream it's the future' that phrase kept repeating in my head. I check my phone.

3:00 am

Well done Bethany you only slept a few hours. Great...

I get up and have some water. How could Niall say that. Yes I know it was a dream but it seemed so real. It had to be real but I woke up just now.

I am just overacting.

I look out of the window we are in Texas. I always wanted to travel around the world. Next stop would be either Los Angles or Las Vegas. No clue.

The sunrises up. All the colours of pink, orange and purple appear. I would love to live somewhere where I can see this every morning.

I wonder about my life back in Ireland. I miss my late dinners and movie nights. Those were the days...

Yes if you were wondering school doesn't start yet. It's winter break and I would like to say that it will be a long time until school starts.

I miss my mum as well. She was the only one that actually cared about me. My father on the other hand got a divorce from my mum when I was 7. He wasn't really there for me and all of my childhood had been gone forever. Until I met Niall. Niall was like a breathe of fresh air ; a new start for me.

He was the only boy who actually took notice of me and cared for me.

I don't know what I could do without him really. He got me through my mum and dads divorce. I started self harming when I was 14. When Niall found out he didn't leave me out of his sight. He would come and sleepover everyday and check up at the weekends. He was like my brother. I guess now he was more than that.

He has been amazing for the past few months. He has been really sweet and caring. I'm just scared to loose him again. I mean he is the NIALL JAMES HORAN. The blonde one in the most successful boy band on the planet. The Irish one. Screaming girls stalking there every move. Yet he chooses me.

I know it sounds like those cheesy Netflix love movies. It seems like a roller coaster really. Traveling and living out of cases. I just hope the Niall won't ever change.

POV NIALL

I woke up to someone falling and crashing on the floor. "Bloody Hell" Louis said scratching his head and going to sleep on the floor. Classic Louis. I get up and leap over Louis's sleepy body and enter the living room to see Bethany on the sofa sleeping. Does she sleep walk or something because I remember her going to bed in an actual bed not a sofa.

I walk past her to see Harry brewing coffee. "Morning Leprechaun" he said. "Morning" I said obviously tired. I hardly got any sleep. The thought of breaking up with Beth hurts me. I can't do that to her.
"Was something on your mind Niall?" Harry asked. Should I tell him? Would he judge me? He is my best friend. But he is close to Bethany too.

"Yah but don't tell Bethany" Here it goes...

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I felt really evil today
I'm sorry
Don't hate me
I just wanted some tension in the story

Hope everyone has a great day
And sorry for not updating sooner
School is the death of me
Tell Niall I love him❤️

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