Angelic Love: A Tokio Hotel Fan Fic

Angelic Love Chapter 5 : Emotion Roller Coaster

I stared into Bill's big eyes. "I know how you can pay me back for the shirt." he said. I could hear my heartbeat pounding louder and louder as he continued to stare in my eyes. Everything around me started to vanish. "How do you want me to pay you back?" I finally said. Bill grabbed my hands and pulled them close to his chest, "Miko," he began. He took a deep breath as he pulled me closer, "You can pay me back by.." "Hey Bill! There you guys are!" Bill dropped my hands and we both turned to see Tom running towards us. "Bill, the driver is ready to leave." Bill looked at me, "Okay Tom, you ready to go, Miko?" I nodded and I followed behind them. I kept my distance on the way back to the bus. I looked in front of me to see Bill and Tom laughing. Bill's smile, the thing I loved about him the most, he was like an angel. I grabbed my hand, it was still warm from where he was holding it close to his chest. My heart fluttered again, What was Bill about to ask me? He looked so serious, I could see it in his eyes. "Miko, you okay?" Bill asked, knocking me out of my train of thought. "Yeah, I'm fine." I smiled. "Come on," he said, holding out his hand, we got to hurry!" I nodded and grabbed his hand and we ran towards the bus.

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That night I woke up, feeling restless. I looked over at Bill who was sleeping so peacefully. I needed something to drink, so I quietly slid off the bed, not noticing my foot was in-bedded in the sheets, I fell face first to the floor making a loud thud that woke up Bill. He switched on the light and noticed me on the floor. "Miko! You okay?" he asked jumping out of the bed and kneeling beside me. "I'm fine, I just got caught in the sheets." I looked down, great, I embarrassed myself in front of him! Bill wrapped his arms around me, "You sure you are okay?" he asked. "I'm alright." His scent again...like a drug, I couldn't get enough! I wanted to be with him, I had to tell him, I wanted his arms around me forever and not to let me go! I took a deep breath, "Bill?" "Yeah?" I started to open my mouth and I froze....I couldn't do it! He let go of me, "Miko? You okay?" "Oh!" I looked down, "I just wanted to know...um...you never got the chance to tell me how to pay you back for the shirt you bought me today." Bill looked away. "Oh, that, well you can pay me back by....." his voice trailed off. I looked at him, "You can pay me back by...by coming with us to the interview we have tomorrow!" He looked back at me, "Will you come with us tomorrow?" The feeling of doubt swept over me again....he doesn't like me after all, he just wants to be friends. I sighed, "Okay, I'll go." I said. "Cool." he said, "Well, I'm gonna get some sleep," he said standing up, holding out his hand to help me up. "Okay, I'm gonna sit up for a while." I said. "Okay, well goodnight." He got back into the bed and laid down. I slid out the door and made my way into the kitchen. Opening the fridge, a bowl of left overs fell over to the floor. "WHAT THE HELL?" Tom sat up quickly from the couch. "Oh, Tom! I'm so sorry I woke you!" I exclaimed. I knelt down to the floor and started to pick up the food. Tom walked over with some paper towels and started to help me. "I'm sorry" I said. "It's fine, it's actually Georg's fault anyways, I'll get him later." he said. I didn't look up."You love Bill, don't you?" I stood up, "What?! What are you talking about?!" He laughed. I looked down at him, "How do you know?" He picked up the rest of the food and stood up. "I can see it in your eyes, your actions." I looked the other way. Great, I'm an open book to everyone but Bill! "How come you haven't told him yet?" he asked. "I tried, Tom, I really have, but its so hard!" I can't help but to freeze up around him!" I looked down.Tom lifted my chin, "Hey, don't be so hard on yourself!" I looked at him, "Why shouldn't I? He only likes me as a friend!" "What?! Miko, you're just like Bill!" I blinked. "What do you mean?" "Do you really think that Bill brought you along with us because he just wanted to be your friend? Miko, I can tell, he likes you!" "Really?" Tom placed his hands on my shoulders, "Yes, trust me, I know Bill more than anyone in the world!" Bill...he really likes me?! I felt my face burning. Tom laughed, "Look, Miko, you have to tell him, other wise he won't get the picture that you actually like and care about him!" I smiled, "Okay." Tom hugged me, "Now, you better, other wise, I will get you!" As I started to walk back to the room, "Good night, little sis" Tom said. "Good night Tomi." He smiled and turned out the light.