Freaking Out

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I am trapped,

unable to help.

Your on the other side, needing my help; a hug

Caged behind a plastic screen,

My fists are clenched,

and tears are streaming,

You seemed just fine earlier today,

You were laughing and smiling

Right along side me.

And now you tell me it was all a mask?

Your dying inside 

now so am I.

Why can't I help you?

Your so upset.

We've been here for hours just typing away,

You've told me your secrets; and I to you.

but nothing is changing your stubborn mind.

Your stuck in your own world

as If you want to be,

Life is not a game

I feel used, like a dirty rag.

You say you want change

But you never are willing

You twist your words making your problems my own.

How did your life end up in my hands?

Please just make time go back.

Your in control

of this sick twisted game

 you have power

and you don't want to lose it

I don't know what to think anymore

life is for the living

but you are dead to me now

I am dead to me now.

The more I talk to you

The more I become you

You have changed me for the worse

Never for the better.

 I.A

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