December 4th 2015

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My Darling,

I miss you so much it's indescribable how much I need you right now. Niall and Liam want me to get away from the house and go on a trip. I can't bring myself to do it though. I would feel it would be like leaving you behind. I visit your grave everyday. And I cry everyday. I have had only a few hours of sleep. I can't eat I barely drink. My doctor says if I continue on like this I'll have to be admitted to the hospital. I need you here with me I'm just a shell of a man who can never be his best. All the love

~Hazza

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