HELLO LOVELIES THIS CHAPTER IS DEDICATED TO ... they_fell_in_love . ENJOY THIS CHAPTER OF MY DEAREST LOU. BTW THIS INCLUDES RAPE AND ABUSE WARNING NO NOT READ IF THIS WILL TRIGGER YOU. LOVE YOU GUYS!!!{btw sorry for the long time away} DONT HATE ME
"When I was 16 I had my first boyfriend, his name was Stan. He was really nice and gentle at first, but that was before the first time it happened. After two months of dating he was ready to have sex and I wasn't. So when he tried to seduce me, I told him no. H-he didn't listen, and instead threw me against the bed and he he ..." the poor boy was sobbing by that point and I had gotten the idea. I held him against my chest and whispered reassuring words to him. His entire body was trembling.
"Hey why don't we get you cleaned up and then we can go to sleep hmm does that sound nice love" I said in a gentle tone trying to soothe the poor boy. He was an absolute mess and I was unable to do anything but comfort him. I helped him wash off and then helped him get dressed. He had since stopped sobbing, but he still seemed consumed in sadness. I got us to his tiny ass bed and got us tucked in. He cuddled up against me and I held him close until we drifted off.
When I woke up I was still wrapped around Louis. He was still asleep, so I stayed where I was not wanting to disturb him. A few minutes later he woke up yawning. "Morning sleepy head" I said smiling at him. "Ugh morning breath" he groaned. I smirked and got up to brush my teeth. He followed me into the bathroom and handed me a spare tooth brush. "Thanks Lou" I thanked him. He flinched and went back to his bed.
*Flashback*
"1 2 Lou you have five minutes to come out" Stan yelled out. Louis sat in the closet hiding from him, shaking in fear of what Stan would do if he found him. "PIKA A BOO" Stan yelled as he opened the closet Louis was in. Louis screamed in agony begging no. "TO LATE YOUVE BEEN VERY BAD LOU" Stan screamed at him. He took Louis into the basement and shoved him onto the floor. "Clothes off slut" Stan demanded. "NO PLEASE IM SORRY I WONT HIDE FROM YOU AGAIN PLEASE NO" Louis pleaded with Stan. "I SAID CLOTHES OFF DONT MAKE ME RIPE THEM OFF" Stan yelled loudly causing Louis to scream even more. Stan yelled more and pushed Louis to the ground punching him. Stan took off Louis pants while Louis screamed and begged. He shoved himself into Louis and started thrusting violently. Louis screamed and cried out in pain. After about 15 minutes of this Stan reached his high and cummed inside of a sobbing Louis. "That's right Lou you'll never be the one in control you little slut" Stan told him while pulling out. He left Louis there broken and sobbing.
*End Flashback*
I rushed into Louis's room and saw him sobbing. I went to his side and wrapped my arms around him carefully. "Shhh shhh it's okay I've got you" I calmed him. We stayed like that for what it seemed like hours. "Why don't we make breakfast" I suggested and he nodded. We got up out of his bed and made our way to the kitchen. I got out stuff to make pancakes while Louis sat down at the table. "Tell me what made you cry love" I said gently not wanting to scare the poor boy. His entire body stiffened and his face turned into a frown. "I don't want to discuss it" he said shakily. I turned around and looked at him, "I just want to help Lou" "DONT CALL ME THAT" he screamed at me slamming his fist down on the table. I turned back around and started cooking the pancakes. "I'm sorry Harry I just don't like that call me anything else but not that" Louis apologized. I shrugged my shoulders, "what about BooBear ?" I asked smirking. "Omg" he giggled and laughed. "What ?" "That's my mums nickname for me" he laughed out. I chuckled, "well it suits you" I started stacking pancakes on a plate. I set a plate down in front of him and handed him a fork. "Eat up babe I'm gonna take us out for shopping" I said. His eyes lot up wide at that, "yassssssssssss" I chuckled and started eating breakfast with him.
"Harry can I get these?" Louis asked me whining. "Of course Boo get whatever you want" I told him grabbing some new skinny jeans for myself. He came back with sweaters, leggings, skinny jeans, Converses, Keds, a pair of black Vans, and some lingerie. I looked down at all of the stuff and smiled. "I can put some back if you need I don't need all of it..." He started but I cut him off, grabbing all the stuff I put it in our cart. He looked shocked and I just chuckled I didn't want to explain that I was rich just quite yet.
Once I had bought all of the stuff for him I drove us back to his house. He thanked me and got his stuff out of the car and went into his house.
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My Dearest Lou
FanfictionLouis Tomlinson passed away on December 1st 2015. After 5 years his soulmate Harry Styles decides to write their love story. Filled with good times and bad they make it through it all. And what happens to Harry on the 5 year anniversary of Louis's d...