December 6th 2015

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Dear Lou,
Niall and Liam are sending me away to another country to spend time away from your grave. Last night I almost froze to death after falling asleep by your grave... I wish I did. I just want to be back with you no matter the cost. I can't stop thinking about you. You fill my thoughts constantly. I hold pictures of us to my heart. I hug your pillow. I wear your favorite hoodie of mine. I spray the house with your cologne so I smell your scent constantly. But you aren't here. And that's what makes me sob and sob everyday. I've lost too much weight. The doctors say if it continues I'll have to go to the hospital. I miss you always. I love you.

~Hazza

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