Raph's POV
'Freak' The voice says inside my head. 'You're the reason Casey left' It says. My skin is itching to be cut. For the blade to just touch my skin.
God, I'm such a freak. I can't get one thing right! "Raph time time to eat!" Mikey says. "Um I already ate" I lied. I wasn't hungry, I never want to eat again.
I'm the reason why Casey left. He was the love of my life. He told me that he was straight and pretended to be gay so he wouldn't hurt my feelings, but he left. He hurt me so bad. I barely smile anymore. Leo doesn't even notice. Don is always in his lab and Mikey, well he notices. I tell hike everything.
Master Splinter got me journal to write my feelings down in. Man, they are some of the worst feelings.
30 blades
30 days....
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FanfictionRaph was scared, hurt, depressed. He loved Casey, Casey left him. He never came back. Raph cuts, it was his secret. What will happen? +++++ I am horrible at descriptions, sorry anyways READ MY BOOK PLEASE
