5~ Cutting

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Raph's POV
I tried. I tried not to cut, for Mikey. For my sore arm. "Raph!" The sensei calls out. Oh no he knows. "Y-Yes?" I ask softly. "Your brothers went out on a mission. Mikey got captured. I am disappointed in you for not helping them." He explains.

I nod and he leaves. ' You made Mikey get captured! You idiot and my name Is Red dumba$$' The voice says to me. I whimper and my eyes fill with tears. I run to the bathroom and grab the 4th blade. I slice my arm. ' Deeper ' the voice says evilly.

I go deeper.

Blood trickles onto the floor. After about ten cuts, I clean myself up and put on my leather jacket hiding my cuts. I walk to my room and grab my journal.

Dear book page,
I know it's all my fault. My fault Mikey got captured. My fault Casey left. Sensei is disappointed in me. I'm a freak, a fag like Leo and Donnie said. Mikey probably hates me because I wasn't there for them. I'm sorry, Mikey.

I really do like Mikey, but I'm still not over Casey. I wonder what he's doing right now.... That's none of my business. He is probably happy, with a girl. Cya later book page.

I slide my book under my mattress and think of a plan to get Mikey back.

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Hi , told ya I would be updating all day long. Sorry for the shortness :/ ttyl dudes

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