What You Need (BBW)

7.

Anika's P. O. V

"Will you be my girlfriend Anika?"

Not again. No, not again.

This seems like a cycle that repeats it's self and has the same outcome every time. Me and a guy starts to get close , I start to like him a lot, he asks me out , I'm faithful in the relationship, but he's not, and we have a horrible breakup. That's what I call the Relationship cycle.

I really like Chres, ever since I saw him and he stuck up for me at school I've liked him. But a lot of girls like him too, and he could get persuaded by those other pretty, skinny girls and cheat on me.

Oh, and I'm forgetting a huge part of the problem. If people at school know Chresanto and I were together, they would pick on me even more and maybe even start messing with him. And I don't want him to go through that just because of me.

"Um, Anika?" Chresanto questioned, waving his hand in my face.

"Yea? Oh, sorry. I kinda zoned out."

"Yeah," he nervously laughed ", so what's your answer?"

I know girls would kill to have Chresanto as a boyfriend. I mean who wouldn't! He's nice, intelligent, a gentleman, and he's smoking hot. But, I don't know if I can handle him being my boyfriend because of my insecurities.

" I'm sorry Chresanto, but I'm going to have to say no."

The look in his eyes made me feel horrible. It looked like I burned his heart into ashes.

"Oh." He said disappointed "But why? I thought we kinda liked each other."

"Of course I like you Chres, you're everything I've ever wanted in a guy. But I have a lot of insecurities about myself and I feel like if I don't even like myself, then how can you or anyone else like me too?" I explained.

"Anika," he paused.

He paused for a long time and closed his eyes for a while. I guess he was thinking of what to say.

Finally he managed to speak. " You are the most beautiful girl I've ever seen, besides my momma of course, and it's not only because of your looks on the outside but it's because of your beautiful personality. Today I witnessed you helping those little girls be nice to each other. You always help people in class when they need help on homework. You are just a nice, generous person in general and its a shame that you don't see that in yourself."

He held my hands and looked me in the eyes, waiting for me to respond. But, I couldn't say anything because I was processing everything he said.

I shouldn't let people come between my life choices. But then again, I don't want people to go after Chresanto and start picking on him because of me.

"What if people at school start picking on you because you're with me?" I asked.

"I don't care what people think, and you shouldn't either. Anika I will protect you just like I did when I first met you. Our relationship shouldn't involve others, it should only be about us." He smiled, kissing my hand.

"Okay, then my answer is yes. And sorry I just put you through all that." I said.

"I'll do anything for you Anika, and you don't have to apologize. I'm just glad you said yes."

We both laughed a bit then packed up our stuff and walked to our cars.

"Our day is just starting. You want to go to get some lunch and I'll take you to the mall after?" Chres asked.

"I would be delighted to."

So we decided to take his car. And I dropped my car off at my house since it was only a block away. I got into his car and we were off to lunch.

He let me choose where I wanted to go so I chose Red Lobster. He ordered the all you can eat shrimp plater, while I got the parmesan chicken over some creamy pasta.

When we were done eating, he payed and left a 20 dollar tip. Now we were off to the mall.

It was packed at the mall. There were barely any parking spaces, but we found one surprisingly close to the mall entrance.

Me and Chres held hands going into the mall and I instantly felt nervous. I can't let my insecurities get to me now. I have to be strong.

"We can go wherever you like, and you can get whatever you like." Chres said.

"Are you sure? I have money, too." I asked.

"Yes I'm sure. You know I got you baby." He winked.

"Okay."

Chills ran down my spine when he winked at me. I still can't believe I'm with this guy! I mean his arms are so toned, his jawline is incredibly sharp, he has a six pack , and lets not forget his sharp, white teeth are amazing! I could just kiss him all day and-....

"Anika, I know I'm hot but damn. You can get a piece of me when we're not in public." Chresanto said smirking.

I noticed my left hand was by his zipper and my right was holding his hand tightly.

"I'm sorry, babe." I blushed "I was daydreaming."

"Yeah, I know you want me."

I rolled my eyes and laughed.

"Let's go to Forever 21."

I pulled him into the store and started trying on some cute black jeans and a white sweater. Of course they were from the plus size section. One day I hope to be able to go into this store and go straight to the non plus size section.

Anyways, Chres bought me those clothes from there and we went off to American Eagle, Wet Seal, H&M, and some other stores where I got some stuff from as well.

Finally, after 2 hours of shopping, we were done with the mall and went home.

Chres dropped me off at my house.

"Thanks for taking me to lunch and the mall babe."

"Not a problem, baby."

He leaned in for a kiss and I did the same. His lips were so soft and big. It was nice and slow and great. We came up for air and simply smiled at each other.

"Oh yeah, since we're official now I guess I should give you my number." I giggled.

"That is important to have." He chuckled.

I gave him my number and we kissed one more time, then said goodbye.

When I got in the house I made sure the doors were locked, washed my face, brushed my teeth, then put my comfy pjs on, and went to sleep.

???  P.O.V

So I guess Chresanto has a thing for ugly, fat cows. I swear he wouldn't  know beauty even if it hit him in the face. That's why I have to show him I'm his soulmate, but for now I'll have to form my fabulous plan.

No update till 25 reads.

~Ari❤️