What You Need (BBW)

1.

Anika's P.O.V

" Will, how could you do this to me! After all we've been through." I cried out.

"Babe it's not what it looks like!" He exclaimed. I watched the girl gather up her clothes and scurry out of the bedroom.

"Don't play that mess with me Will, you already cheated on me once before! And to do it again.." I broke down

"Anika please just give me another chance, I can change."

"No! Get out of my house!" I yelled

"Anika, please let me-"

"I said get out!" I repeated

"Fine! Don't nobody want yo fat ass anyway!" He scolded.

I just watched him close the door and pull out of the driveway. My mom was right, I should have left him alone the first time he cheated. I just loved him so much I didn't want to let him go. I thought he could change.

I don't know how I'm going to explain the break up to my mom. She's just going to tell me "I told you so" a million times. But hey, you live and you learn.

Since I'm 17, my mom let me stay home by myself for 2 months while she's on a business trip in China. I'm very responsible with the house. The only person I would let come into the house would be Will. And you see how that turned out. It was 2:34pm and nothing to do. I was going to ask Will if he wanted to go to the park with me, but that's not happening. I guess I'll just go for a jog.

I put on my sweatshirt, yoga pants, socks, and tennis shoes. I tied my curly hair into a bun and headed out the door. It was a nice day outside, nice and steady wind. I started to jog down the street, admiring the beautiful trees and houses. I saw my best friend since 7th grade sitting on her porch with her dog. "Hey, Julia!"

"Anika, come on over her girl."

Julia's small frame was what every girl dreamed of. She had a toned beach body and a pretty face. But surprisingly she doesn't have a boyfriend.

" You want me to run with you? I need to run off this McDonald's I had earlier." she smiled

" Its up to you, but the only thing I'm jogging off right now is my sadness and anger." I frowned.

" Oh God, hold that thought. Let me get my tennis shoes."

As we jogged I told her about Will cheating on me for the second time.

" That asshole! Anika I told you to leave him alone the first time."

" I know, and I feel stupid for taking him back. But he was my first love and it's going to be hard letting go of him." I said.

" It's okay girl, just focus on the next two years of high school and then we can say adios to those bitches."

I laughed. Julia always knows how to make me laugh. " yeah your right. But I'm gonna miss being in a relationship." I stated.

" Well when you're ready you should try this teen meeting site. I might try it out since I can't seem to get a boyfriend."

We were done with our jog and we stopped at Julia's house first.

" Teen meeting site? Is it free? "

" Oh yea, other wise I wouldn't even mention it to your cheap ass."

" Shut up Julia." I laughed.

" Alright girlie, just keep Will in the past and keep your head in the present. Love you and I'll text you later." she said walking in the house.

" Love you too. Bye!"

I jogged back home and took a shower. A teen meeting site, huh? I might join sooner or later but I just got out of relationship, literally. Only time will tell if I will find the right one.

(Anika in the media)