Journey Love(EDITING)

Ch 16

~August~

So me and mel are doing fine were going to the doctors cause she been feeling sick again so we arrive she pee in the cup or whatever and turns out she pregnant I ain't ready for kids ,bit I guess I have to grow up some day huh so we at the house chillin

"So,how do u feel knowin I'm pregnant and be honest?" Mel asked

"It's ok I mean I'm damn near 30 so if you had to get pregnant it's a good time to do so" I responded
She looked at me

"I love you and I know you don't love me ,but you can grow to love me and I can live with that"She said looking into my eyes

"Ight I can do that ,but you have to bare with me"

"I can do that" She said smiling and we chilled the whole day

~India~

So I'm at home right now chilling and looking at my pregnant belly I can't wait to him him on her I just wish Chris will be around ,but as you see that's not happening I decided to go out to a restaurant with journey I miss her and right now I have nobody so yeah we went to Joes crab shack

"Hey, journey" I said hugging her

She hugged back

"Hey" we sat down

"So how are you doing?" She asked

"Umm fine I could be better, but as of now I'm fine" I said

We talked a little more and ate until I saw Chris walk in with talia

"No no no this can't be happening" I mumbled

Journey looked confused and I nodded my head towards Chris

"No,he didn't" She said in disbelief

Chris saw me and stared then looked at my stomach I wasn't feeling well so I told journey bye and left

~keisha~

"IL don't know chloe just try to contact her thank you bye" I got off the phone with my assistant

I started cooking dinner.I'm cooking baked chicken,yams,cornebread,and macaroni I love soul food ask anybody I was cooking up a storm till the doorbell ranged

I went to the door to answer

"Who is it?" I asked

"Lance" he responded

I opened the door

"What do-" I looked at him and he looked helpless he grew out his beard he looked like he haven't slept in days and his clothes are dirty

"Come in" I said

He walked in and looked around and took a seat on the couch

"What happen to you?" I whispered

He looked up at me

"I can't eat Keisha I can't clean without knowing if I'm cleaning right I can't wash without knowing if I'm gonna see you again I can't even sleep if your body isn't next to me keisha" he whispered I saw tears leak out

He continued

"I love you keisha I love you so much my body loses control and doesn't function if you're not there I need you baby so bad I just don't feel right without you I'm sorry I cheated and lied to you and not being there for you and our son and mya you don't even have to worry about her were done" He said looking at me with so much honesty

"What about the baby" I whispered

"There is no baby she lied"

"I don't know if I can trust you again Lance you broke all my trust I had for you" I cried

"And I'm going to fix it l,please let me fix it" he pleaded

"I think you should go get cleaned up" I said getting up "you know where everything is"

He looked hurt ,but nodded

I finished cooking dinner and made him a plate and took it upstairs by that time he just got out the shower he shaved and washed he looked great,but he still looked tired

"I brung you a plate" I said giving him his plate

"Thank you" he said grabbing the plate I turned on the t.v

"Where's cameron?" Lance asked

"Whitt my mom" I answered

He nodded and continued to eat when he finished he took his and my plate downstairs he came back up and stared at me

"What " I said

"Nothing you're just beautiful" he responded

I blushed at his comment I mean who wouldn't

He walked to the bed and got in and spooned me

"Lance-"

"Please let me hold you,please" he whispered

I let him spoon me and he fell asleep and later on I fell asleep

~Journey~

So I went home after India told me she didn't fell too good I'm laying down with trey

"Babe you think maybe one day you'll be ready for kids?" Trey asked

"I don't know,maybe it all takes times Trey let's not rush what we have now"
And we both chilled the rest of the night