Dear Older Me

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Dear older me,


How long did you last?


Long enough to live or to regret?


Dear older me, was it my fault?


Did you find it out then that it was us all along?


Dear older me, I'm sorry, I want you to take me by the 


Hand and tell me it's fine, that it was all a way to survive, 


An instinct of the brain. Dear older me, take me down to our old 


Park; rusty swings, lychee juices and warm sweaters, fun people, 


People we'll never forget. Dear older me, I'll swing, and you'll sit, warming


Your hands, smiling, watching me smile those rare smiles, the smiles you used to


Give when you were my age. We're okay, you and I, for now, but not forever, we're okay


When we're in a place that is a coffin of memories. Dear older me, it's okay, you're not perfect.


Someday you'll read this letter from your younger self, and you'll wonder, what went wrong and


Reversed our roles. It's just me, trying to save me from myself. I'm sorry, dear older me.





..............................


Umm... Okay...


<finito>


Af.




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