Hiraeth

sayonara

hey. does it hurt?

i wonder. sometimes, when 

he can't fill the gap between your

heart and mine, do you go to bed with

a damp pillow and an artist's nightmare

under your eyes?

what a day to explode. 

do you mind? can i take the 

feathers inside your futon and turn

them to icarus' wings, so that you end 

up dead, in an ocean you didn't know existed

because you flew too close to me?

do old playlists do to you

what they do to me? i hear 

the first vague tunes, and all i can

think about is how even pulsating

crowds can't make the singer any less

sadder.

it's in the suave smiles and

coyote kisses. it's in your hubris

and my hugs, and they incomplete

each other like caramel on a snowy evening.

we don't fit, we don't belong, but it was 

beautiful while it began and lasted.

so this is a sayonara you deserve;

empty, bitter, the aftertaste of a vodka night.

just remember that no matter where i will go

and when i left and why i still think of you and 

who i love, 

i

was

here.

............................

A/N

So it's been what, three months? I apologize for the lack of updates. Life... caught up, I guess.

Actually, I don't have a real excuse. I just say that for everything XD. 

I hope you like this one. 

Sayo-nara : A Japanese goodbye which indicates finality, and used in situations when you won't meet the other person for a very long time, or ever.