Alone

Pain

John was doing a show with the lads and it was the first time that I didn't go to see them. I didn't have the time, I was studying for my exam that I'll have Monday. No social life a Friday night, but I loved what I was doing.

And someone knocked at the door while I was doing my lessons. Mimi was in her bedroom doing somethings.
"I'll go to open the door." I said "I hope that's not someone that I don't know who want to buy me something who mind me." I whispered to me

I open up the door to see my mom front of me, the big smile on her face.
"Hey! I didn't know that you come to see us! Come in!" I smiled
"Mimi didn't tell you? I'm so happy to see you!"
"Oh and me!"
"You're doing your homework? I don't want to mind you!"
"No that's ok. I have an exam Monday, but it's ok."

Mimi came to join us in the kitchen. She was asking me about John's girlfriend. I show her a picture of Cynthia where I was sit down with her and and John. Three smiling person.

I continue to study while my mother was talking with Mimi. It was late in the evening and she finally decided to leave.
"Good bus sweetie, have a nice night. I'll try to come before Monday, if I can't, I wish you good luck to your exam. I love you."

*John*
We leave the stage in laugh and we walked in the room. I sat down waiting about Cynthia while Paul and Ringo were taking some glasses to celebrate our show, the biggest show that we gave I think. George, was actually looking at the girls in the little windows.
"George you know that you're in relationship with someone who's telling my sister."
"Don't worry that I know, I'm happy with her don't worry boy! But I can look at the girls same a little bit!"

I laughed and I saw Cynthia enter at the moment.
"Wow that was the best show that I saw."
"Thank you beauty, you're so sweet! I think that I'll present you to my mother tomorrow do you want?"
"For sure!"
"Hey do you want to go to take some drink and dance?" Paul asked
"Why not? What are you thinking of that Cynthia?" I asked
"With pleasure! Come in!"

*Alexa*
"I love you too mom!"

She leaved the home and some seconds after I hear a scream on the street. I looked at Mimi and we started to run toward the door. I opened up the door to see a hurting scene. My mom had been hurting by a car.
"MOM!" I screamed running toward her body
"Julia!" Mimi said
"Oh my god, what I did I'm so sorry!" the driver tell us
"SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU JUST HAVE PAY ATTENTION!" I screamed in crying
"Alexa calm down! I'll call the ambulance!" Mimi said
"SHUT UP TOO MIMI. YOU'RE ALL STUPID!" I said in hugging my mom "Mom..." I cried
"ALEXA! Stop it." Mimi told me as she entered in the home
"Oh you can't pay attention, you are the most stupid person that I know, I hope that I'll never see you again. I can't tell how you're stupid."
"I'm so sorry girl, so sorry, I can't say how I'm feeling."
"You must be sorry after this oh my god my mom. The mom that I always dreamed that just did two years that j know her you don't understand what it means to me."

I heard the sound of the ambulance who were coming. They take the body of my mother and putted her in. While this time the man was talking with a policeman. I saw the man cry, he was really sorry, but I couldn't tell him that I accept his excuses, I can't tell anything that was ok, I was so angry and sad about what happened. I hoped so much that she'll be ok and that she was just in a coma.

*John*
I came back at home so happy. I walked in my bedroom, but I didn't found Alexa. I walked at Mimi's bedroom. Nobody. I came back in our room and I sat down on the bed when I found a paper on Alexa's bed.
"Dear John,
I hope that you feel well and that you had a beautiful night. As you aren't come back we supposed that you're drinking with Cynthia and the lads and we didn't want to mind you and break your evening. Mimi and I are at the hospital.. A driver hurt our mom with his car.
All my love,
Alexa xx"

"No, no, no, no." I said "NO!" I repeat

I push the paper on the floor and I started to run. I ran, ran, ran and I entered in the hospital. I ran again, at the Service Station.
"The.. I.. I want the room of Julia Stanley. Please." I said
"Oh wait a minute mister, I suppose that she's your mother? Her daughter told me that you'll maybe come so it's the room 324!"
"Yes it's me, thank you!"

I ran another time and I arrive to her room. I entered to see Alexa who was crying. Mimi was trying to make her happy, but I knew. I knew that the only person who is capable to make her smile when she's sad was, our mom, me and George.
"John.." she said
"Alexa, come in my arm."

She did it at the moment and started to cry more and more in my arms. I caressed her back and I tried to don't cry.
"John, look at her.. She's.. She's so beautiful and now look how she looks. Mom.." Alexa said
"Yes... but I know that she's ok." I said
"Come back at home, Mimi can stay, but you come back." the doctor tell us
"No I want to stay." Alexa said
"No, come with me Alexa we must listen the doctor. Good bye Mimi and good bye Doctor."
"Good bye and stay prudent." Mimi told us