LOVE IS BLIND. (A Lesbian Love Story)

CHAPTER TWO

LOVE IS BLIND...

         CHAPTER 2:

★----- CHARLOTTE'S POV -----★

I walked along with Emma inside the lobby and towards the lift in silence, multiple scenarios going through my messed up mind.

Mabye she will think she can play me like all the other students and then throw me away once she is bored with me? Yeah, I know quite a lot about this college, since Niall, my brother had been studying here for 4 years, advicing me to be away from her.

The moment I knew Emma Stone is my dorm-mate, I flinched in disgust. At first, I thought it would be hell to have a sassy girl beside me everyday but she turned out to be quite well-natured, but nonetheless I really don't know her that well yet.

I can't believe I was so careless to actually kiss her. Now she will think I'm some wh°re who she can have her way with. But I couldn't fight the urge to crash my lips against hers and snog her till I am breathless. I would've kissed her day and night, but then what would that give me in return?

Just heartbreak.

But there was another scenario in my mind, which included her to push me against the door and make love to me which would make me see the stars. Well, a blind girl can at the least dream about such amazingly mindblowing imagines. But I never want to hold her hand with a death girp and walk everywhere, I mean I'm not the kind of girl to just depend on every living human to help her out.

So what if I'm blind, I can live with it and so should they. But until I am familiar to my daily path, I will need Emma's help.

This is going to be really hard.

The 'ding' sound of the lift indicated we had reached our floor and I tried to walk with my stick, but Emma held my hand anyway. But the thing was that she didn't 'hold my hand' but instead intertwined our hands and I mentally cursed the fact that I kissed her.

Not that I didn't love it, It was perfect! But Niall always adviced me for my own good, and since he said I am supposed to be at arms length from Emma, and especially from her possé, I untangled my hands away from her grasp and held onto my stick with both my hands, using it as an excuse to not touch her amazingly soft skin.

I need to talk to her before I fall for her completely, and since I don't know whether people are around us or not, I patiently walk to our dorm-room following the sound of her heel-clad footsteps.

"We're home!" She said chuckling and I just smiled weakly in the direction from where her voice came from. I suddenly felt the heat radiating from her body and at once knew she was standing in front of me, her hand brushed through my arm and I heard the door close behind me.

"W-We need to talk Emma." I whispered looking down , partly praying that she doesn't hear me but then curse my deep, wierd voice... she heard me.

"Yes, Charlotte. " She said and I felt her finger on my chin, making me face straight and felt a lingering kiss on my lips. When she pulled away, the feeling still didn't go away. The feeling of not neing blind to actually push her against the wall and kiss her, touch her body like nobody else and just... see her.

But I just simply shook away all the tempting thoughts about Emma away and took a deep breath. "We can't do this. You and me... No." I said trying to my way past her. Yeah, I literally suck at all this lovey-dovey things people do since I was never in a steady relationship in the first place.

But I have kissed boys on numerous occasions, but never a girl. And it felt... unusual and ... fantastic? I'm not so sure about it myself.

I slowly walked around the room until I heard a creak under my foot and at once knew that I was outside my room. Since I can't see where I am, I take note of all the sounds and the peculiar smells around me to figure out where I am.