He Cant Be... || EDITING ||

Chapter 2 (Edited)

The first part is chapter 1, but I somehow couldn't change the name.
So my goal is 2 comments and 2 votes. Just to know if ya'll like the book.

Picture of Heaven ^

(EDITED)

Heaven's POV

As I walk hand in hand with Xavier, I notice William was still growling with irritation towards me. Wonder what's got his boxers in a bunch.

After a while the forest opened up at little and before us was a comforting view of a home, this had to be Xavier's pack house. I haven't been in a pack house in years, not since the Phantom pack days. I could feel the tears welling up and falling down my cheeks, just the sight of the house made  the terrible memories of my past come flooding back into my mind.

Xavier stopped suddenly and looked into my glassy eyes. He reached over and brushed the tears that had already fallen off my cheeks. "Why are you crying lovely, is there something bothering you?" He said in a soft sweet tone which sent chills through every inch of my body.

The last thing I wanted was to tell him about my past, but at the same time I did want to spill everything to him. The pain I felt from remembering my past was not as painful as someone mentioning my parents or old pack. I was snapped back to reality by a simple but loving kiss on the top of my head from Xavier.

"I just remembered a bad memory." I quickly responded while wiping the rest of my tears away. He carefully placed one of his hands on my waist and the other under my chin tilting my head up making me look directly into his deep ocean blue eyes. I hadn't notice that the other men had left us, and we were standing alone in a gorgeous overflowing garden.

"Heaven, please open up to me, my wolf can sense sadness in you and that makes me worried. I won't stand for anything to be wrong with you, and if there is I will do whatever it takes to fix it." Xavier explained in his soft yet Alpha tone while pushing a few wild strains of my blood red hair behind my ear.

Nellie wanted to tell him, he is our mate she was pushing at me. I couldn't bring myself to telling him the truth. "When I saw your home it brought back the memories of how my old pack was murdered and I was the lone survivor." I lied. I could feel the sadness from Nellie. She knew it was wrong to lie to our mate.

Xavier stared at me, well more like studied my facial expression, than he lowly growled which startled me. "I don't like to be lied to Heaven." When he saw how I reacted to his initial growl, he soften his tone,"So please tell me what's actually upsetting you to tears and sadness."

"I want to, but I don't want to relive certain memories, Xavier. I will tell you, but right now isn't the time. I'm truly sorry." I pleated while lowering my head to submit to him.

He pulled my chin up so that my eyes once again met his,"Heaven, I understand your wish and I will give you time to open up allowing me to see into your past, but please don't submit to me. You are my Luna now so there is no need to do such a gesture." At that very moment all of the color in my body drained away. I'm was his LUNA!

*I was shocked now well also happy, that he will give me time, but I'm the fucking LUNA! Wait, that has to mean, my mates the fucking ALPHA! Shit, I'm dead. Dead I say! Wait, maybe I'm just a Luna in his eyes. Not actually the Luna of this pack

I came out of my thought and saw that we were now in the pack house, I now wanted to hid since I felted that I was back in my old pack. I hated the feeling that I was near it, but I couldn't I've been running for two years to stay away from that life.

"Heaven this is Tiplot, William's mate, she will help you clean up and once your done I'll have the maids make you some lunch. I have some Alpha duties to do." That's when I felt my whole world blow up into tiny piece. His actually the Alpha! And I'm actually the LUNA! As Xavier walked away, I could hear my brain say run, but my heart say stay. I felt a hand on my shoulder, I turned and saw Tiplot. I knew she was trying to take me to wash up so I nodded and followed her.

As Tiplot walked me up stairs to a bathroom, she walked to the bathtub and started the water so it would fill it up. I hated baths, showers were more my thing. "Tiplot not to make you feel bad, but I don't like baths I'll take a shower." She nodded and bowed her head before leaving. I'm hate that she just bowed to me, mental note if I stay make sure she doesnt bow to me.

I stepped into showered and began to wash my hair. I watched as all of the dirt and leaves fell from my hair. It's been a week or two since I last bathed. I used shampoo and conditioner in my hair. Once I was done I grabbed the towel that was waiting for me, I dried off and wrapped the towel around my body.

I was about to walk out, but I stopped and looked into the mirror. I looked such like my mother, I had her red lacks that reached my mid back now. Her forest green eyes. The memory of them, before the whole accident came to me and I began crying, since I missed her and my father. Well the old them, before they disowned me.

The door flung open showing Tiplot there worried, she saw me on the ground crying. I felt her arms around me gently rubbing my back. She told me that everything is alright, but it wasn't.

My mate is a alpha, making it easier for my father to find me. Also my mother would come home every night crying with bruised cheeks and busted lips. My father did that to her and so often did it to me once I was older. I didn't want my mate to do that to me, I don't want to go back.

Tiplot carried me to the closet and grabbed me some shorts and a tank top. I was about to put on the shirt, than I stopped and asked if she had a sports bra. I never liked wearing a shirt without a bra on, I felt to vulnerable. She nodded and handed me a sport bra.

After I was all dressed and cleaned I brushed my hair and applied some lotion which smelled like pomegranate. I felt amazing that I was clean and now I was following Tiplot to the kitchen for my lunch. The maids bowed their head and handed me a turkey sandwich and a bag of chips, followed by a glass of pink lemonade. And again, I don't like them bowing to me.

"I haven't had this since...uh... never mind." I said while Tiplot grabbed her food and sat next to me. She had a ham sandwich and the same chips and drink. After our small meal Tiplot walked me into the entertainment room and once I saw all of the movies they had, I asked Tiplot to watch a movie with me. She nodded and sat next to me while we watched Mary Poppins.

I placed my head on her lap and relaxed. I always wanted a older sister and Tiplot looks older than me so she could be my older sister. I felt loved, which I thought I lost when I left my pack, but I was wrong.

Im glad I have a new home, a new family, and a new life. I thought as I slipped into a dream.

Im making these small since its the holidays, but once they are over I'll try to get to 2000 words.

Bye till than :)