He Cant Be... || EDITING ||

Extra Chapter (3)

So we made it through the hurricane, yay! And I don't want to keep talking, so I'll get quiet to let you read the chapter and learn more stuff.

Heaven's POV

"Why is this still here, why does it still say positive. When it wasn't!" I softly said than screamed the last sentence while chucking the test against the wall. "Why did it lie! Why did the fucking lie!" I screamed while I fell onto the floor crying.

"Why don't they believe me, why dont they love me" I sobbed loudly while pulling my knees to my chest, it seemed as if my eyes are full of the ocean. My tears just seemed to be never ending, the salty taste ran across my lips.

"Heaven. Please stop. We can get through this, we were rouge for years. We are strong and now we have Garret, he is our son." Nellie said softly in my head, I looked up and started wiping my tears. She's right, we are strong.

"Nellie, thank you. Thank you for always being here for me, even though sometimes I want to strangle you to death. Your always the shoulder I can lean on. Metaphysically speaking." I said with a chuckle, than my eyes landed back on the pregnancy test.

"I know it hurts Heaven, I guess the Moon Goddess wasn't ready to help us welcome a new life to this world." I nodded softly toward Nellie's response to that negative item that sat a few feet away from me.

"So! What the fuck did they do!" A angry William stomped into the from, which startled me so much a flung myself backwards.

"EVER HEARD OF FUCKING KNOCKING!" I screamed back at him whole holding my pounding heart, Goddess this guy is so going to pay for that.

"Sorry, its just I need to know what they did to my sister." William's soften his tone while walking over to me. I shot my eyes to the floor, trying not to make eye contact with him. "Heaven?"

"Hm?" I hummed still looking down at the carpeted floor, I looked at the detail and how the color just never was actually looked at.

"If you don't answer me I'll just bring Griven in here, and both of us will get a answer." He threatened me while sitting next to me, I swallowed the lump that sat at the back of my throat. I knew he needs to know, he's my brother.

I took along breath,"They are assuming I killed the Omega King. Since my scent was on his body." I said softly while a few tears fell across my cheeks. Than I felt a strong arm wrap around my shoulder and I placed my head onto the chest of William's.

"I thought they loved me! Why don't they believe me!" I yelled while still sobbing, Williams just rubbed my back. He was soothing me.

"Heaven, I believe you didn't do that. You wouldn't, your the Queen and would never betray our kind, even if they were kicked from their former packs. But you can't just run away, you need to tell them everything, make them know that your hurt. Make them feel your pain if you have to." William's said with a strong tone with a slight hint of sadness. His misses Tiplot, she left for her parents house last month. He and her got into a huge fight and ugly ended with her leaving, not rejecting him but she packed her things and left.

"Thank you William, your always someone I can trust." I said while pulling away from him, he smiled at me and helped me stand up and as I started walking to the door William stop me dead in my tracks.

"Wait?" I looked at him and I saw he was looking at something, I followed his eyes and landed back onto the pregnancy test,"Why I'd that still here? You never threw it away after the miscarriage?" William's said as if that horrible memory still doesn't effect me when I think of it.

"I never got the chance to." I said while slowly walking over to it, while I had it in my hands memories flashed into my mind.

It was when Garret was two years old, I didn't feel correct and the boys were out of town. So I went over to Griven's and told her about my symptoms,  she handed me a pregnancy test that she bought for me. The whole waiting time was so hard, but when I saw it was positive I felt my heart do flips. I couldn't wait to tell the boys, when I did I swear I thought they were never going to let me go. Than the horror memory came, I was only two months along when I miscarried. I went into a depression wondering what the fuck I did wrong. How I could have done better to save my unborn child.

I quickly shook my head,"I think it's finally time to let this go." I said while walking over to the little garbage can that sat in the corner of the room. "Goodbye Franilina." I whispered while placing it into the trash.

"Come on Heaven, let's go." I nodded and walked back over to Williams and walked out of the room together.

"MOMMY!" Garret yelled while grabbing my hips," I was so worried that you were hurt." I smiled and slowly bent over to come eye level to him.

"Baby, I'm going back home now. Be very nice to your auntie Griven." I said while placing a kiss on his forehead. He nodded and hugged my neck, before releasing and taking off to the two girls that stood behind me.

I waved off everyone while heading to the door with Williams beside me, right about now he is my rock. I knew if he wasn't here I wouldn't do this, I climbed into the car and while I watched the trees pass by I think of what I'm going to say.

Yay I'm finally 16, I was so emotional with this chapter as well. But I hope you guys liked this chapter