Sebastian's Daughter

For the love of a Daughter (preview)

I've been gone from the Phantomhive Manor and from Sebastian and Cici for 5 years now. He can't take back what happened. How he looked at me that day. He actually made me think he cares for me. Now when I can hear him say "I Love you" it feels like a lie. CIEL has a hallow and heavy heart. I tried not to believe anything he said while I was gone, but it was hopeless. I've lost what it feels like to love, to be happy. It's just difficult to find the way for me to be happy.... My heart is hallow now. He has taken it from be... My father had ripped out my heart. All that is left is a hole.

Back at the Phantomhive Manor, Ciel has only eaten enough to survive the past 5 years. He won't sleep very often anymore. He has huge bags under his eye. He refuses to rest until Sabrina is found. Until he knows she is safe. Sebastian on the other hand is a wreck. He has puffy eyes and tear stained cheeks. He doesn't need to sleep or eat but he hasn't left his room in 5 days. He gave up on finding Sabrina. Cici has been trying to get him to come out. Nobody can though... He just sits there and cries his eyes out. Everyone is so worried because Sebastian, being the High class demon he is, never cries or shows emotion in anyway.

Back to Sabrina!

I wrote a song. I called it "For the Love of a Daughter" (All Rights go to Demi Lovato! I am a huge fan of Hers and love all of her music!). I grab out my guitar and start strumming the strings.
Four years old with my back to the door
All I could hear was the family war
Your selfish hands always expecting more
Am I your child or just a charity ward
You have a hollowed out heart
But it's heavy in your chest
I try so hard to fight it
But it's hopeless
Hopeless
You're hopeless
Oh, father,
Please, father
I'd love to leave you alone
But I can't let you go
Oh, father
Please, father
Put the bottle down
For the love of a daughter

It's been five years
Since we've spoken last,
And you can't take back
What we never had
Oh, I can be manipulated
Only so many times
Before even I love you
Starts to sound like a lie
You have a hollowed out heart
But it's heavy in your chest
I try so hard to fight it
But it's hopeless,
Hopeless
You're hopeless
Oh, father
Please, father
I'd love to leave you alone
But I can't let you go
Oh, father
Please, father
Put the bottle down
For the love of a daughter
Don't you remember
I'm your baby girl
How could you push me out of your world
Lie to your flesh and your blood
Put your hands on the ones that you swore you loved
Don't you remember
I'm your baby girl
How could you throw me right out of your world
So young when the pain had begun
Now forever afraid of being loved
Oh, father
Please, father
I'd love to leave you alone
But I can't let you go
Oh, father
Please, father
Put the bottle down
For the love of a daughter
For the love of a daughter
I had finished singing and opened my eyes. There was a crowd of people around me that I recognize.

CLIFF HANGER! Here is the preview of "For the Love of a Daughter"! I hope you like it! Byee!
I feel like this chapter was kinda all over the place... I don't really know... Let me know!