Chapter 4
~*Louis POV*~
Taking in a deep breath I reached my hand out. The cool metal calming me down just a bit and making my fragile mind seem even more decrepit than a couple seconds before.
What if she deson't remember me? What is she doesn't remember us or all that has happened? I have no idea what in hell's name I would do. Try to encourage her to bethink the happy times we both had together. The one's that all of us had together, even before he father turned up into the picture.
Never mind that. He was gone now. Not able to hurt Janvi both emotionally and physically. No longer apt to cause all of us pain and worry as he had for the past months.
At least Jan was okay. Not struck down as her father was. If she was in his place I don't think I would ever be able to live with myself.
I had to do this. If not now, then when?
With a sudden burst of courage I swung the door open. The swift movement anything but balletic and quiet.
Jumping to my toes in anxiousness I turned swiftly and held my breath as I studied the sleeping body that lay in front of my eyes.
Her chest rising slowly as each breath escaped through her parted lips. Eyes closed as they had been for months now, but at least I knew she would be fine. That she is fine.
Opening my mouth in awe I slipped my phone out of my pocket. Should I really let him back in? After all this time of shutting him out and shunning him was I really going to coincide?
We hadn't been actually performing since the day after the bullet connected with Jan's skin. Shooing off reporters and angry mayors. One Direction was split for now. I'm not going to lie when I say that I haven't actually talked to Harry in weeks, let alone any of the others. I just couldn't bring myself to appreciate how they've been there for me even though I haven't returned it.
Now that Janvi's actually conscious I wouldn't mind seeing the mates again. I mean, they do all deserve to know.
~*Liam POV*~
From: CrazyLou
Hospital now!!!! Good news! Plus, we have got to figure things out :)
Well, what just happened? I thought Louis was pissed at me... And now he wants to... "figure things out?"
Shaking my head I pulled on some trousers and jumped out of bed, making sure my hair was combed. After all, Louis did say that there was good news.
Hopefully it involved Jan! Maybe she woke up? Unless, Lou just wanted to apologize for being an arse all these months. I mean, yes, I feel horrid that I was part of the reason to put her into the coma but that doesn't make me love her any less. Sure, she clearly has no feelings for me but just Lou, but there's no way in hell I'm going to let that stop me.
(A/N)
Okay... so short and very crappy chapter! Like really crappy >.< Obviously I have worked a bit through my writer's block, but sadly it's still there and holding me back a bit more. Basically, I'm going to update whenever possible so please don't hate me. I know some of you guys probably already do but please understand. :)
Other than that...Yay!!!! Louis is beginning to take the next step into forgiving Liam :) Well, that's good hahaha :'D Yeah...awkward...
~Chloe ♥ ♥ ♥
