"He had hold of me, with the gun to my head.... I'd no clue what to do," I say looking at Aaron, Pete had left to go to work and dad was doing a bit of work at the garage so it was just me and my big brother for a while, so I was telling him everything that happened today, it was very emotional for the both of us.
I wiped a tear from under my eye and looked at him, " so I just pushed him backwards, the gun went flying out of his hands and he must have hit his head in the landing," I say remembering every detail.
" then what happened?" He asked wanting to know why I didn't shoot him.
" I grabbed the gun and pointed it towards him, then I realised that must have been why he had done all this horrible stuff to us.." I said trailing off.
" wait, Im confused debs."
" when I had that gun, I felt so powerful, like I was the king of the world. I guess he just wants that feeling again. He's probably just lonely," I say as tears start stealing down my face as Petes eyes also start to fill up with tears.
" come here," he says as he holds his arms out and I throw myself into them, needed someone's shoulder to cry on... And what shoulder would be better than your big brothers.
