Destati

iii.

Nothing really changes between them after they start going out. They stay inside most of the day due to the cold, well, the cold for Luhan. It still feels like the beginnings of summer for Sehun. One of Sehun's favorite things to do with Luhan is watch movies and kiss through the computer screen. He's gone past the wish to kiss Luhan in real life and settles for the kisses against more glass.

Sehun reads Luhan one of his cheesy romance novels one night. They stay up all night and devour several bags of chips and a whole case of beer. By the end of the reading, Sehun's acting out the scenes with his lamp. Luhan laughs so loud Sehun swears he can hear him from the outside.

"You know, you sound like one of those girls in that book," Luhan says as they lay in bed when the sun comes up.

"Oh yeah? How?"

Luhan hums quietly as he rolls on his side, cheek resting against his arm as he looks at Sehun through the screen. "You fall in love with every person you meet."

"Hey I do not!" Sehun laughs as he sits up a bit, pulling his pillow underneath his chin.

"Then you didn't love Joonmyun?"

Sehun frowns at the name. He told Luhan about Joonmyun a few months back. How much he cared for him and how he just ran away. Luhan told him that Joonmyun was an asshole but his parents are even bigger assholes for taking him away. But hearing his name while dating Luhan was bittersweet. He didn't want Luhan's name to feel how Joonmyun's feels.

"I-" Sehun sighs and pushes his bangs back, biting at the corner of his cheek. "Yeah I loved him. I guess when you only meet a few people other than your family.." It makes Sehun frown because Luhan is right. He met Joonmyun and fell in love and now Luhan was going down the same path. "I get attached. I think it's just like normal shit your body does."

"Do you think I'm going to end up like Joonmyun?"

The question makes Sehun's eyes widen. He watches as Luhan crushes the tip of his cigarette in the ashtray on the nightstand. Sehun sucks in a breath and suppresses a whimper. "I don't want you to end up like him."

Luhan smiles and pokes the screen. "Cheer up, babe. I'm here to stay."

"You better be." Sehun blushes and puckers up his lips. He watches as Luhan laughs before leaning forward and pressing his lips to the screen. Sehun presses his to where Luhan's are.

XXX

"Porn is weird, hyung."

Sehun scrunches his nose up as the sound of moaning and slapping echoes through his living room. He doesn't know how Luhan had managed to convince him to watch porn with him but he kind of regrets it now. Before the people came up on screen, Sehun had never seen anyone else naked. He saw his brother naked one time when they were young but he likes to think that doesn't count. Sure he's seen himself naked but not anyone else before.

"I'd much rather be doing this stuff with you." The words come out in a blush as Sehun looks at Luhan on the screen. The other smiles and nods in agreement.

"The real thing is better than watching it on screen. Trust me. But hey, you paid for this so don't let it go to waste."

It takes almost half an hour for Sehun to start getting turned on. He listens to the whispers of the man on top. He tells the bottom how slutty he is and how tight he is for him. Sehun has to pat his cheeks to keep them from blushing. A few minutes later and he barely remembers that Luhan is watching him. Sehun shifts on the couch and hugs his pillow tightly, chin resting at the top of it. He knows he's hard and he feels himself starting to leak the more the couple on screen fucks.