* Avalon's POV *
I'm just glad me and Alex can be friends again. I texted Zayn to let him know I'm okay a that I'm considering now leaving, so he shouldn't worry. For summer vacation I'm totally going back to America, I need a break from England and its weather. And it's guys.
I don't know it just feels like whenever I get involved with a guy everything else just goes wrong. I mean Liam.. He's not like that we just had a moment it wasn't some icky gross make out session on the couch.
I tossed and turned in my sleep. I can't sleep anymore. I don't want to eat, so music, Internet, phone and tv are my only options.
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I could hear the birds start to chirp and sing so I decided to go for a walk. I haven't had food in a week or so, I've developed a weak stomach. I just don't feel like eating. I quietly went upstairs and fetched my beats and got dressed in a tank top, sweats and old trainers. I got my phone from the kitchen table and quietly slipped outside.
I started in a slow walk and the tapped shuffle on my music and I went faster, into a jog.
I'm gonna pick up the pieces,
And build a Lego house
If things go wrong we can knock it down
My three words have two meanings,
There's one thing on my mind
It's all for you
And it's dark in a cold December, but I've got you to keep me warm
If you're broken I will mend you and I'll keep you sheltered from the storm that's raging on now
I'm out of touch, I'm out of love
I'll pick you up when you're getting down
And out of all these things I've done I think I love you better now
I'm out of sight, I'm out of mind
I'll do it all for you in time
And out of all these things I've done I think I love you better now
I'm gonna paint you by numbers
And colour you in
If things go right we can frame it and put you on a wall
And it's so hard to say it but I've been here before
Now I'll surrender up my heart
And swap it for yours
I'm out of touch, I'm out of love
I'll pick you up when you're getting down
And out of all these things I've done I think I love you better now
I'm out of sight, I'm out of mind
I'll do it all for you in time
And out of all these things I've done I think I love you better now
Don't hold me down
I think my braces are breaking, and it's more than I can take
And it's dark in a cold December, but I've got you to keep me warm
If you're broken I will mend you and I'll keep you sheltered from the storm that's raging on now
I'm out of touch, I'm out of love
I'll pick you up when you're getting down
And out of all these things I've done I think I love you better now
