I woke up in the hospital bed. Again. No ones in the room and I feel really confused.
"Hello?" I asked confused. The door slowly opens. In walks Liam.
"Liam? What's going on why am I here?" I ask and didn't help hide the confusion in my tone or facial expression.
"You got shot after the party." He says quietly. "You almost didn't survive. Again."
Everything comes rushing back to me. "Zayn disappeared he says if he went with you, he could've protected you and prevented this from happening, I don't know where he went. I'm sorry." Liam says and sits next to me on the bed, playing with my fingers.
"I feel like crying but the tears won't come." I say and my voice cracked on a few words.
He squeezed my hand. "I'd kiss you but Zayn would kill me." He laughed and then smiled. I nodded. He speaks dah truth.
"I bring so much trouble to everyone's lives. And now I can't live at my house anymore. That guy, whoever he is is gong to come back. I feel it." I say and shudder at the thought.
"Everything, that belongs to you is packed up and at me and Zayn's house, but he hardly stays there anymore I thought you'd say that so I prepared in advance." He said smiling and played with my fingers again.
"Thanks." I smile. The doctor then entered the room.
"Any of you know a girl by the name of Alexandria Noah James?" He asked.
"Yes, she's my best friend, her birthday was yesterday." I said, then Selena Gomez popped in my head. "Oh shit I meant to meet Selena somewhere today. Shit shit shit shit.." I whispered to Liam.
"She'll understand don't worry. Ill text her for you." He whispered back, I smiled and nodded.
"She's in the hospital as well. She got a very heavy impact on her head and there's a bandage around her head, and she might forget a few memories. Unfortunately, she hasn't woken up yet, so we can't judge the condition she's in." He explained.
"Oh.. That's terrible. She probably came after me." I said and then the tears came, they began to slide down my cheeks, Liam wiped them away with his thumb and I couldn't help but think 'Why did Zayn leave when I needed him the most?'
The doctor looked sadly at me. "The man who shot you goes by the name of Drake, and we think he knocked you out with the butt of the gun, and then shot you in your arm. It's just good he didn't shoot your chest or head or something. And then you have a long deep scar on your stomach but we patched that up."
I nodded slowly. He explained a few other things to us and then left the room.
**Days later**
I can finally go home. I haven't been notified on anything that's happening with Alex but I hope she's okay. I text Zayn.
To: Zayn❤
I miss you. I'm sorry for going home and being stupid. Please come back.
I love you❤.
I climb in the car with Liam, and head to his and Zayn's house.
He gives me a tour of the house and let's me get settled in.
"I'm so tired." I say and sigh after we unpack everything. He picks me up bridal style and carries me to where I'm guessing we'll be sleeping for as long as I stay here. Zayn would kill me. And Liam.
He tucks me in and then lies down behind me putting a arm around my waist, I can feel his breath on my neck. This feels so wrong, but so right.
My heart needs to make up its mind.