Hello there, my dear friend.
How have you been?
Do you think of me?
Maybe, life is not good to me
'Cause I can't forget you.
Three Decembers had past
But it feels like it only happened yesterday.
The pain in my heart and every ounce of it remains the same.
There are times that I happen to miss you,
missing the old good times that our friendship had once.
Now, thinking about you is slowly suffocating myself into sadness
It's like ripping my heart away from my system.
What happened to us?
Question, I often asked to myself.
Are we friends or are we not?
You told me once but I forgot.
You're nothing but a fake and I hate you!
You're a double face deceitful who try to make good of herself and I hate you!
You're a monster,
A monster that forever hunts me
and I hate you!
You destroyed my trust to everyone
You pulled me down like a rocket hits the ground.
I have done nothing but to support and love you but you choose to betray me.
You made me believe that you painted me a blue sky
But all I can see are dark clouds with threatening sounds of thunder.
While writing this poem
I know that you're smiling from a far
You're happy because I can't let go of my anger!
But don't overjoyed yourself
I'm not dedicating this poem to you
Because this poem is too prissy for your liking.
I'm writing this poem for myself
Because this is a good outlet
This is better than revenge.
Do you think I deserve a treachery from you?
If hurting my feelings is your thing to me.
You succeeded by leaving a permanent mark in my heart.
