Rebel {Shameron Fanfiction}

Chapter 20: My Mate

I woke up cuddled up next to Cameron, then I realized that our shirts were off. I quickly looked down and our pants were still on. I sigh in relief because I am not ready for this yet. I look up at him and see his eyes flutter open. He then looks down at me and smiles.

"Hey," he said in a raspy voice.

"Hey," I said back,"Guess what day it is."

"What day is it?" He said petting my head.

"It is Christmas Eve, sweetheart," I said kissing his lips.

He nodded and sat me up. He let me sit back on his chest as he kissed my neck. I pushed back on him and started to grind on him. I then stepped off of him and walked away from him. I look back at him and winked. I hear him growl which made me smile. I swayed my hips just little which drives him insane.

I walked up to me, turned me around, and pinned me against the wall. I smirked at him and caressed his cheek. He whined, but shook his head and tried to stay dominant. I bit my lip and pressed my knee against his crotch.

I moved it up and down, which made him close his eyes, weakening under my touch. I finally broke free and headed into the bathroom. Before I could close the door all the way, Cameron held it open and staring at me with his yellow eyes.

"Where did my angel learn how to do all this?" He asked eyes piercing through me.

"I kind of took after the many girls that threw themselves in to you and wanted to see what happens if I do it," I said smirking.

I closed the door and sat down in the middle of the bathroom floor. I was shaking and the room was spinning. All my happy skies were clouded with depressing thoughts. I felt so nausea and I could not breathe. It almost like I was in space where is not air. All I saw were flashbacks of my dead parents and grandma, my dear grandma.

I tried to take a deep breath in, but it was worst this time. Usually I had some control of this, but I did not have any this time. I soon heard a knock on the door. I tried to move, but I have lost control of my body like a driver lost control of a car. I tried to cry, to scream, to do anything, but all was silent. The only thing I could hear was the echoing voices of my demons telling me I am worth nothing.

I wanted this to stop, to make this living hell end. Only it had always been there, even when I was with Cameron.  There was always this dark presence in the back of my mind. This beast I kept in chain and locked away in a dark room, hoping that it would not leave. Only that was not the case, it always found a way to break out. It always found a way to escape.

Then I saw something I have not seen before. It was two wolves fighting each other in the forest. The one with back fur loses and the one with white fur wins. I wonder how those wolves are. Only my steady thoughts were cut short with a tidal wave of agony washing over me, pulling me into an ocean of fear. There was no way out of this, I feel like the beast has locked me in the same room, I have locked it.

I then felt two hand on my waist sitting me up right. I look up, my barely open, and see Cameron staring down at me with his yellow eyes. The eyes that shine as bright as the sun. I gripped his shirt and held on to it for dear life. I hid my face into his chest and cried my eyes out.

"It is okay, you are okay," he said holding me close,"Please be okay."

I felt my breathing go back to normal, the nauseating feeling leave my system, and I finally stopped crying. I finally found some control to move my limbs. I look up at him barely able to keep my eyes open. I feel him pick me up and set me down on the bed. He felt my head, I was sweating like crazy. So he sat me up and took off my shirt.

My eyes flutter open and I saw Cameron petting my right arm. He saw I was awake and smiled. He pulled me into his lap and cradling me in his arms. He kissed my forehead, both my cheeks, and pecked my lips. I faintly smiled up at him and looked at the time, 10:32 in the morning. I never slept that late before.

"Did you stay in here the whole time?" I asked in a whisper.

"I would not leave you even if someone told me they would kill me for it," he said kissing my lips once more.

I smile and slowly put my arms around his neck. He put his hand in the center of my back, pushing me up to his face. I close my eyes and can feel time stop to take a breath. It was perfect better than I can imagine. I would always think that I would die alone and nobody would care, only I now know that someone actually cares.

"Cameron, can I give you your present now?" I asked whispering in his ear.

"Sure," he said smiling.

"Okay, close your eyes and no peeking," I said standing up.

Last night, when Cameron was asleep, I was looking through my grandmother's bags. I found two necklaces with a wolf charm on it with a note attached to one of them. Find your mate, love Grandma, it said on the note in grandma's handwriting. Anyhow, I went back into the bedroom and put the necklace on Cameron. I then put mine on and smiled brightly.

"Okay open your eyes and look down," I instructed.

He did as I intended and saw the small copper color wolf as the same one I have on. He looked up at me speechless. I gave him the note which he read over and over again.

"I did find my mate and it is you, Cameron," I said hugging him.

I finally found the person I am going to spend eternity with. I finally found my mate.

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Merry Christmas 🎄