Purdy's Problems

Chapter 1

ASHLEY POV

Everyone thinks I'm a happy person. But if they only knew the truth, but no one knows the truth. The truth is I Ashley Abrocket Purdy suffers from depression and BiPolar. Its gotten worse in the last few years. I just don't want anyone to treat me differently so I haven't said anything.

Now because it's getting worse my drinking and whoring around is increasing too. All those women I fuck I don't care about I just want those feelings of depression to go away and for however long I'm fucking they do but then they come back. Also it's the same with my drinking.

I'm getting tired of all this...

There's a knock at my front door...Shit I forgot we're leaving today on tour...Fuck I've got to pack...I go open the door and it's my best friend Andy Biersack with the biggest smile on his face.

"Hey man ready to go?" Andy.

"Andy dude I'm so sorry I totally forgot we were leaving today. I haven't even packed...Give me 45 minutes and I'll be ready." Ashley.

"Dude that's not like you. You ok? I'll go tell the others then I'll come back and help you ok man." Andy.

"Yeah I'm fine just lost track of time. Sure I'll take all the help I can get." Ashley.

Ashley went upstairs and started packing.

Andy ran back on the bus. "Hey guys Ashley hasn't even packed yet. I'm gonna help him pack 45 minutes and we should be done."

"Ok. He probably was fucking some girls last night is what happened." Jake.

"Yep." CC.

JINXX POV

Jinxx just sat there and watched as Andy walked off the bus. I know just how much Andy cared about Ashley. I love both of my brothers very much. I hope that there was nothing seriously wrong or going on with Ashley because I know that Andy would worry himself to death over it and the tour would be hard. Especially since they were going to be touring overseas in Singapore for five weeks. I've noticed that Ashley's drinking has increased and so has his sleeping around.

Andy went back in Ashley's house and into his bedroom. "Ok so what you need me to do?" Smiling big again.

Ashley smiled back. "Grab some of my pjs and briefs for me. Enough for the tour and put it in that bag then you can pack my bathroom stuff. You know what all I use and bring Andy. And thanks by the way."

"No problem. You're my bestie I like helping you, Ashy." Andy. He began packing stuff.

Ashley thought to himself. 'If only you could help me with my other problems, my real problems.'

After about 35 minutes they finished Ashley even called his house/dog sitter set everything up then they walked out of his house Ashley locking it behind him.

"35 minutes look at that Ashy we did it under your time limit. Isn't that great?" Andy laughing.

Ashley laughed with him. "Yeah now I've only made us 35 minutes behind schedule."

"It's ok Ashy I've done worst. I've made us 2 hours behind. Let's go. You go get you a bunk." Andy rubbing his shoulder smiling.

Ashley walked in the bunk area thinking, 'He's way to happy. Wonder why? I've made us late again." Ashley started feeling depressed so he laid down. He knew that they wouldn't be at their first stop till tomorrow.

45 minutes later Andy came into the room. He found Ashley laying in the middle bunk under his with his back turned to him. "Hey Ashy you coming up front or are you going to sleep all day?"