Life sucks for people who are quiet and to themselves. That is exactly how it is for me. My name is Arielle Morgan Jones. I'm a loner, fool, dummy, psycho, fatty you name it . That's part of the main reason why I like to stay to myself and by myself. I don't have any friends because everyone hates me for some reason I know not of. I once had a best friend but she died in a car accident. Sometimes I wish she was here with me as I go through my miserable life.
I hate the school I go to because I get bullied by EVERYONE and when I say everyone I mean everyone. The jocks, cheerleaders, student council, emo kids, and even the nerds. I mean, come on, the nerds? Really? Can life possibly get any worse? I feel like the whole world is against me. What did I do to deserve this kind of hate? I have good grades and I'm a good person. Sometimes, I wonder if I'll ever find someone to love.
My parents say its a faze these kids are going through, but what if its not? What if they do it for fun? Then will it ever stop? How long can I take it? Will I ever be strong enough to stand up for myself? How can I get out of this situation? I'm only an 18 year old girl waiting for something or someone to save me from my problems. I don't think I can take this anymore.
Sometimes I can't help but to cry myself to sleep and pray that things will get better. I can only pray that God helps me with my problems. That he takes the pain away. That he takes me to a better place where I am loved and cared for, and not verbally abused.
Shortening my run, I stopped to take a breath. putting my hands on my knees, I look up to the sky.
"Oh God please help me"
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