Long Way To Go ⇴ Syndisparklez

Chapter 32: Please Stand By/THANK YOU

Holy crud. Guys... I'm seriously crying. I can't. I reached 400. And... It's just... Amuses me... Why do people like me so much when everyone in real life won't even bother to learn my name? Guys you make me too happy. I'm serious. Why do you guys like me so much to stick around? You guys actually make me feel normal for once. Even though I don't talk to anyone really because I'm too much on an awkward person to even engage on that without feeling like trouble, it still makes me feel like I know you guys. Love ya <3 Oh, and congratulations BuggieBugz for reaching 600 And Lynn_Shawe for reaching 300 :3

psst Skylox was here and thanks for you guys making Shipper feel at home :) She really needs the distraction

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Tom's POV

I've never felt more weirder in my life. It almost feels like we're invading someone's privacy that's how weird it feels. Alice and I were currently sat in front of her laptop, watching old videos..... YouTube videos.... I mean, I watch a lot of videos but this is different... So very different.. "You look like you just swallowed a cat whole." Alice said. She was currently sat on her bed and was in armor made of pillows. I just glared at her before flopping down on her bed.

'Explain: why do you feel weird about watching videos of Jordan fool around with games? It's not like you're watching a sextape.'

That's like saying why do you feel weird being at someone's window at 10p.m.,It's not like you're snooping in their personal life... Can you at least day it's a little creepy!? I feel like I'm stalking someone to kill them, and I hate that feeling when it's about someone that's close.
Hello? Intuition? Wisdom? You guys there? You better have not just gone off to fuck! I swear if you're f*cking I will kill you! 'Shit, um, no that's not what's happening but something's wrong.'

Please don't tell me there's a black hole ripped i the universe and we're all going to die. 'No because if that happened, I wouldn't care, I'm in a different dimension. But something isn't right.' Well don't just keep stalling what the f*ck is goin' on?! Hello? Intuition?!

"Tom? I'm serious this isn't funny! A-Are you okay?" Alice asked, her hand hovering above my head, like I was some.. Monster. "What?" I asked.

"Don't f*cking do that to me Tom! Our brother use to do that and it was scary!" She yelled, throwing a pillow at me. Our brother? I don't remember him much. The poor boy though. "Tom what was that? Are you okay?" She repeated this about 5 times until I just glared at her and stated: "What are you on about?! I'm fine!" Alice gave me this look like she was going to the bet fatality of all time. "Tom.. I f*cking hate you you son of a bitch!"

"What did I do?!"

"Never mind, you don't remember a single f*cking thing do you?" Alice said. What did I do?! I'm not understanding! Is she pissed at me that I don't remember him?! I can't help that! I don't even remember his face!.... Now that I think about it, that is kinda sad. You'd at least hope I'd remember my own brother. How old was he? What did he look like? Where is he now? Hell if I knew. Intuition? Well you're clearly dead in whatever universe you're in. Wisdom? Are you dead too? 'Classified. Please stand by. Classified--' Okay I'll take that as a yes go back to dying. 'Order is not processing. Please stand by.' SHHH!

"...So since all of that is off the table, what do you want to do, Tommy-boy?" Alice asked out of the clear blue. Eh, was she talking the whole damn time? "Well since you got that whole spill off your chest, maybe something happy? Like stabbing people with thumbtacks until they pass out?" I replied harshly, earning a loud snicker. It's an inside joke I guess, she aims she had a dream where I was sitting on the floor and she was shoving f*cking thumbtacks into my flesh!

"Okay... But seriously.. What do you want to do? And I swear if you say 'your sex life' I'll shove a bloody thumbtack straight through your skull."

"Aww why not? I mean you're engaged at the age of 16 I feel like I have some reason to know at least a bit!"

"You sound like a sassy overprotective mum. To be very honest, I only had sex 2 times."

"MUM YOUR PRECIOUS INNOCENT GIRL ISNT SO PRECIOUS AND INNOCENT NOW~!" I screamed as loudly as I could and I heard a loud 'WHAT?' In return from downstairs. Alice yelled 'NOTHING!' and hit me in the ribs. "You're a twat Y'know! And since you won't answer me let me ask this; do you seroiusly not remember that much about our brother?" She asked, and I felt so much guilt. It's horrible to have to say you don't remember your own brother. "I remember a bit, but not that much." I smiled weakly and tried to hide my face in my hands.

"I mean, I don't remeber that much either i guess. I remember when he threw gum in a boy's hair because he was picking on me. I remember getting up everyday and walking to school with him next to me. I remember when they.... took him away." I flinched slightly at the mention of that event. It's... scary to remember that, to say the least. I can't exaclty say what wwas going on, but I remember the screams and crying. He refused to leave, so they picked him up and carried him out. He was too bitter at mum to even be near us, and Mum nearly got arrested because she didn't want to let him leave.

"I wonder where he is. I mean, like, who he's living with. And if he's---"

"--Alice, do you mind helping me with lunch?" The woman scared the shit out of me and we both jumped. "Sure.... Sure Mum." Alice said and walked out the room with her. 'Holy shit that was scary. I'm back temporarily, anything happen?' Eh, not much really. Mostly depressing morbid stuff. Oh by the way what's wrong with Wisdom? He sounds like a computer.

'Oh, Uh, nothing. Don't worry they're fixing him back in Mian-- back at home.' I have a feeling that you're hiding something....

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A/n: my feels got rekted gosh darn it!