Tempting•H.S. (MAJOR EDITING)

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I just realized I've never posted a picture of who plays Rose. I know I've mentioned who played her, but some of you guys probably never seen her. Idk.

Songs-

Love me or leave me- Little Mix (highly recommend)

Love you goodbye
If I could fly- One direction

Enjoy :)

Rose's POV

I walk up to Harry's door. My hands shaking slightly. I tape the letter on his door, as tears stream down my face. I lightly kiss the envelope, my lipstick staining it.

"Rose, hurry up." I hear my dad yell.

I close my eyes, breathing in the smell of fresh cut grass. I'll miss this.

"We really need to leave."

I sigh. Hopefully he will see this when he returns. I step off his porch just as his car pulls up. There's a wide smile stretched across his face, till he sees my tear stained one. I run to the car, but turn to Harry's slightly waving bye.

He looks confused, and I find myself smiling at him. I get into the car, letting the tears fall down.

When I told Lance, he promised to call me everyday, and I quote, "Slay those bitches for me Rose."

I smile at the memory. I'll miss him so much. My mom waves at me from the lawn, her hand over her face as tears stream.

I close my eyes to drown our everything, but nothing seems to work. My eyes get heavy and I guess it's from all the crying.

Maybe things won't be so bad.

-/-

Harry's POV

Never in my life have I cried this hard. I've read her letter over ten times. The ink on the paper has ran from my tears falling onto it.

Dear Harry,

I know you're probably wondering why I left a note on your door, or maybe you don't care. I'm leaving. Yesterday was my last day here. My  mom thinks it's best if I live with my dad.

I'm writing this to let you know something. You know when we made that deal about having sex without feelings, well I have feelings for you. Very strong ones at that. You make me happy. Even after I've seen you with Julie, all I can see is you. You make me smile, you brighten up my worst days, and most of all, you make me feel loved.

I haven't felt loved sense my mom and dad broke things off. You mean the world to me. I love you, but I'm not in love with you. Yet. I know it's bound to happen.

I'm sorry I didn't tell you this in person. I found out last night. I know this is too much to ask from you, but wait for me. I'll be back soon. If Julie is the person you need, then go to her. Don't let me hold you back.

I'll miss you so fucking much. I'll miss your corny jokes, your cockiness, your smile, your laugh, your hair, your body, you. I'll miss you. You make me feel indescribable. As cheesy as it sounds, I'm being honest. I feel as if I'm invincible when I'm with you. I feel my strongest when I'm with you.

You're probably reading this with a disgusted look on your face on your face. I'm sorry I broke the deal. I wish I didn't fall for you, because I wouldn't be feeling this dull ache within me. As selfish as it sounds, I wish I didn't love you. You broke love Harry Styles.

I loved when you made me feel infinite. But, at the same time I felt used. I was only there for your pleasure. I was so naive, I'm still am, but now I know how cruel this world can be. I'm not trying to put you down, or make you feel guilty. It's also my fault. I just wanted to feel something. Somethings other than heartache. I used you as a getaway, I'm sorry. But promise me something Harry, never use anyone else like you used me.

Don't make them feel like you love them, when in reality they're nothing but a good fuck. Don't make them feel like they're something when they're actually just another pretty face.

I'm sorry for being a coward and not telling you this face to face, but there's nothing that can be done now.

I hope life treats you well. I'll see you soon Harry.

yours truly,

Rose

-/-

Idk. I honestly just write my feelings omf

I hope you liked this. Sorry it's short. I'll post the epilogue later tonight or something next week.

Merry Christmas btw. And I updated yesterday and today?? I'm on the roll aha. Idk

How do you guys think Harry's feels about the situation?? Do you think he cried because of all this bs she said about him, or does he genuinely care for her?? You'll have to wait and see ;)

Love you lots.

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No mini porn bc this was a depressing chapter