"zeynep, come here please we need to go!" harry shouted at me, I wasn't into the mood to go to the film premier with him, or anywhere with him for that matter. yeah I love harry but being the girlfriend of a world wide popstar has its down sides, like busy schedules and hate from fans.
that's what had got me down today, I had received plenty of hate in the past but these messages caught my eye, I don't know if they knew what they were saying or guessing. 'harry doesn't want you, your fat and ugly, its a shame you overcome anorexia!' they got worse. 'how can harry actually love some bitch who was anorexic, you freak' the fact they were hating on me didn't bother me. the fact they somehow knew id been anorexic before I met harry, that's what stunned me.
I walked down stairs in my pyjamas. "zeynep, what the hell! get dressed were going to the film premier for christs sake!" harry yelled turning me round and pushing me in the direction of the stairs. "im sorry harry but im not going with you." I say emotionlessly shaking my shoulders to make him let go. "what! why?" he says staring at me confused. "I have a headache, those lights an stuff wont help." I lie. "sorry harry." I say hugging him as he leaves.
I sat on the sofa and scrolled through the 'anorexic' hate. I didn't realise how late it had got, or that harry had come in behind me. I went to reply to one of the tweets but harry put his hand on my shoulder. I exited twitter immediately and locked my phone.
"what the hell zeynep why so jumpy, what was that about?" he asks trying to grab my phone. " nothing harry, just leave it." I say getting up. "no zeynep tell me, what were you doing? texting some other lad?" he says angrily looking at the floor. "no harry why would you think that?" I say trying to ,ove towards him, he takes a step back.
"zeynep, you never want to go out with me anymore, you're always so secretive, what other explanation is there? you're cheating on me!" he yelled walking away, I grab his hand. "harry im not cheating on you, there is another explanation but if you think im cheating on you, fine!" I yell running upstairs, forgetting my phone on the sofa.
after a while later I hear harry walking up the stairs. he knocks on the door. "go away harry, I fed up of trying to explain myself to you!" he comes in anyway, I bury my head in the pillow and wrap the quilt tighter around me. "babe, why are they sending you stuff about you being anorexic?" he asks softly removing the quilt. I turn and stare at him, hes crying too. "because I was... before I met you..." I say almost inaudibly, he manages to hear it though.
"zeynep, why didn't you tell me before?" he asks hugging me close as he whispers in my ear. "because, I-I though-t-t you'd think I w-was a f-freak like everyone else does..." I say, he hugs me closer.
"zeynep, listen to me, I love you, I want you to be healthy and be able to talk to me about anything, no more lies okay?" he says kissing my cheek. "okay, sorry." I say wiping away a tear from his emerald eyes.
harry hugs me close and sings in my ear. we fall asleep entangled together our heads resting on the wet pillow.
so hi lovlies! no zeynep isn't anorexic its just for the imagine! if you're anorexic or have any eating disorder and you read this, please talk to me, I wont judge you, Ill just be here if you need to talk! love you all you beautiful people! ~Amy <3 x
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One Direction imagines *clean/dirty* REQUESTS!!!!!
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