Okay so I was thinking. Troye Sivan's song, Heaven, is about him coming out and because people say that homosexuals go to hell and fuck the devil or something (idek) if he has to lose part of him (being very homosexual) then maybe he doesn't want heaven. I cannot believe how much I relate to this. When I came out to Troye (I have met him a few times because we are from the same place), note that this is before his debut album, Blue Neighbourhood (buy it on iTunes), he basically quoted the song. In the song it says "Without losing a piece of me
How do I get to heaven?
Without changing a part of me
How do I get to heaven?
All my time is wasted
Feeling like my heart's mistaken, oh
So if I'm losing a piece of me
Maybe I don't want heaven?"
I remember Troye saying to me (by the way we met close to were he lives because I lived a few houses away from him and I was going for a walk and I saw him outside so I went up to him and was like "hi I'm Trevor, and I'm very homosexual." And he was like "hi I'm Troye and I am too!" I then said, "yeah I know who you are. How do I be gay and still get to heaven" Note that my family isn't very religious but we do believe in heaven and hell). "Do you really want to lose that part of you? So maybe, you don't want heaven." I hugged him and said thanks. I saw him a few times after that happened. Also Tyde is super cool.
So basically the reason I wrote this is because maybe I don't want heaven.
