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by _luvyourself

Dedicated to republicans

by _luvyourself

[dedicated to Anha whose works are my biggest inspiration]

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synopsis
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Sometimes a person who has been with you for years can't make you feel as better as someone whom you have met just a few times. People around can understand you; they can console you; they can take care of you but not everybody can connect to you. Not everybody can understand the feelings behind the words you say. But some know what you feel. They can connect with the stories behind every drop of your tear. That is when you find your true soulmate. And when they leave, you can feel a part of your soul going missing. A void is create in your life and that cannot be filled by anyone. The pain is much more than any physical pain; something that makes you numb.

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dedication
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This story is for all those who have felt alone while standing in a crowd; for all those who know what it feels like to lose someone whom you love; for all those who failed to fulfill their dream of spending life with someone just because destiny had something else for them; and for all those who have found their soulmate in the darkest of nights.

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epigraph
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Love of mine
Someday you will die
And I'll be close behind
Falling you into the dark
No blinding lights
Or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark
If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the 'nos'
On their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

- Death Cab for Cutie

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love note
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When I am alone, I cry to myself as I think about you. The tears do fall down my cheek. When I am in a crowd, I suppress my pain and that is when my heart cries. I wait for you to come back but then I realize that you'll never will. I long for your touch but I know that is something I'll never feel again. I wish to hear your voice but I know I never will. It hurts to be alone at a time when I thought you'll be there with me, holding my hands. It hurts to know that I love someone who doesn't even think about me. But maybe that is what love is all about; giving away without thinking about what you'll get.

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author's note
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Hello everyone. So as you can see I am re-writing this story. This is gonna be a really short journey but I hope it will be a pleasant one.
This story may not have a very good plot as I wish to focus on what someone feels at some instances. So don't get furious or confused if things do not link very well.
Also, if you don't like reading about romantic, cheesy or painful stuffs then you may kindly look out for some other book to read. Do not comment here about how much you hate cheesiness and that this book is full crap. It is better to silently walk away.
I hope you'll support this story as much as you supported my other works.
Thank you so much for reading.